"I'd do anything for her. I would kill every last fucking person on this planet, if she asked me to. And I wouldn't even question her about it. All she had to do was ask." - Zayn Banks

DISCLAIMER ~ this fanfic does contain various things that could be triggering, such as self harm, suicidal thoughts, attempts, blood, bullying etc. Please be aware of this. Things in life aren't going so well for you. You find yourself in a position where you just want it all to end. You're abused at home, abused at school, and you don't feel safe anywhere. Although things were that way, Bill Kaulitz, your bully's twin brother, helped you through. But somehow it made it worse, as in it began to make multiple feelings exchange.

"You know, You were only supposed to be a fan."

Tom Kaulitz is a well known player who can't get a serious relationship, but everything is going to change when an other guitarist named Ivy Miller will meet him. is it Fate?

Karolin Meyer, a 17 year old girl, is a member of a band named TOKIO HOTEL. She's a best friend with Bill Kaulitz and a friend with Tom. There is one thing that only Bill knows: She's madly in love with Tom since 2nd grade. But Tom doesn't seem to feel the same way towards her. Or at least she thinks.. Plus every girl wants him and he's a player that can get each of them for one night and she doesn't want to be one of them. She knows the Kaulitz twins since birth. Their mothers used to be best friends. Why used? Karolin's mother died in a car accident two month ago. She always used to be happy but since then she lost her happiness. She tries to hide it and acts happy but her father started drinking and her older sister, Amelia, who is her biggest support is planning on moving away with her boyfriend of 10 years. Will she ever be happy again? ⚠️self harm, anorexia, some smut, abuse⚠️ Friends to lovers ENJOY!

Outside, Nicky's guitar loving classmate seems rude and spiteful. Inside, he has a secret unknown to the rest. What path will Tom take when he finds his best kept secret discovered by Nicky, will he forever be her enemy or will their forced friendship bloom into something indescribable?

He then traced the chain of her necklace, before he pulled the pendent for a closer look. "Pretty name for a pretty girl" he smirked as he read her name on her necklace, "do you compliment all your pick ups?" Faith asked. "Only the pretty ones" he replied, "you're the only one who I've waited this long for" he added at the end which made Faith laughed a little. He dropped the necklace and looked her up and down one last time before Kim came over. // Faith is a young girl who moves to LA, she is forced into a new school and a new life. Along the way she crossed paths with someone the polar opposite. Someone who has everything she has ever desired. Fame. What will happen when she meets the one and only Tom Kaulitz?

nothing better than sad romance story here 😗 Tom kaulitz! warnings ----- smutt sexual abuse. Also if you prefer y/n then use it as you please:) --- The first couple chapters are kind of a introduction so they might not be that entertaining but trust it gets good:)