17 year old Lexi deals with a troubled 21 year old name Lucas. One day there is a serious incident where Lexi is put in much danger and end up meeting Jahseh. Ever since that day they have been together, but there are a few bumps in the road. (I also made this book when I was 15 😗)

trigger warning includes sex, rape, self harm, suicide mentions, etc. an x fanfic, y'all should read.

RANKED 6 IN #EDGY JANUARY 2019 RANKED 5 IN #jahsehonfroy DECEMBER 2018 RANKED 4 IN #depth NOVEMBER 2019 Her depression brings her to meet the love of her life. Read to find out the rest :)

[𝐱𝐱𝐱𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐚𝐜𝐢𝐨𝐧] Jahseh was living on his own, trying to convince himself he was living his best life in Boca Raton, Florida. That life was short lived when he was evicted from his apartment by his uncle. His mom made a certain decision for him to move, he had no choice but to do so. When he moved to his new location, he met a certain someone that changed his life. Their romance is a roller coaster that neither of them knew could end up with one of them gone. Can she save him? Or, will it be too late? 𝐩𝐮𝐛𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐡𝐞𝐝: 𝟎𝟓/𝟎𝟖/𝟏𝟖 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐭𝐞𝐝: 𝟎𝟖/𝟑𝟏/𝟏𝟖 𝐦𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐢𝐦𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬: - #𝟑 𝐢𝐧 𝐱𝐱𝐱𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐚𝐜𝐢𝐨𝐧 - #𝟏 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐚𝐜𝐢𝐨𝐧 - #𝟏 𝐢𝐧 𝐝𝐚𝐠𝐠𝐞𝐫𝐝𝐢𝐜𝐤

I didn't wanna make another story, but I'm bored asf so😭. Js read it pls🙏🏿.

She goes to Walmart one late night to get some snacks for her munchies and she bumps into Jahseh. Just a accident or was it the universe connecting the two? • "....Yeah the money and the fame is nice but what is money really worth if it ain't love?" "You have a great point baby, I'm sure it gets lonely at the top." "I've always felt alone but it made me think about how I didn't have the two things I've always wanted. A woman to love me and truly love me , somebody that isn't superficial or materialistic and a child. When I told you what I did for a living you seemed unfazed by it, like it didn't matter to you." "I care and I'm glad you make music so you can continue to use it as your outlet for your feelings and emotions but fame and money doesn't excite me. I'm rare and real baby." ✧･ﾟ: *♡✧･ﾟ:*♥✧･ﾟ: *♡✧･ﾟ:* I started this book on August 31, 2018 I hit 50k December 4, 2018 I hit the big 100k February 4, 2019. 5 months after starting this book 💜 I hit 150k April 22,2019🤪 I hit 200k July 15,2019 🌚 One year anniversary - 215k🥰 I hit 250k Jan 14,2020...150k reads in almost a a year🥰 Completed November 2020 🥰 I hit 441k June 10, 2024 😭😭😭 I love y'all so much and I appreciate all your support 🥰🫶🏾✨🤞🏾

"You can't save me Liah! No one can!"Jahseh cried as he held the gun on his temple "Jah Baby,please! Don't do this please don't!"I cried "I have no reason to live Liah! So Why not? Hm? Give me one good reason!"He yelled "BECAUSE I FUCKING LOVE YOU JAH!"I cried causing his face to soften

read to find out •this story is unedited 😉•

MAJOR TRIGGER WARNING!!!!!!! This book contains sensitive topics such as abuse, su*c*de, drug use, and self harm. If you cannot handle topics like this, this book is NOT for you to read. Enjoy. -- Harlem loved when she was high. To her, it was the best feeling in the world. She thought to herself- there's no other place or person who can ever make me feel like this.

私の心 | and when he felt there was no one, she came into his life.