Jason Dean didn't die in his attempted suicide and was hospitalized. Veronica, in hopes of erasing her guilt, forced herself into a state of mind where she only remembered JD as a monster. She let everyone around her convince her he was a monster. Curiosity overcame her fear and hatred. She reopened her worst wound; she let her repressed feelings of love come back. Cover by @-YUKHELL thank you so much!!!

This fic is what would have happened if Veronica didn't get away during the events of "Blue" in Heathers the musical JDronica McNamawyer friendship Dukesaw friendship BIG TW for SA/r*pe, all chapters with triggering content in will have a TW at the top. JD is nice in this book, to Veronica at least, he's still a murderous psychopath ☺️ but he's a good boyfriend to Veronica in this and expect there to be some fluff between them(not to say there won't be angst because if you've followed me for a while you'll know I love both reading and writing angst) Also, for anyone that's following me for my Victorious fics and is wondering why the heck I'm posting a Heathers fanfic when I've got unfinished fanfics still 1) I'm neurodivergent, I have a lot of unfinished stuff lol And 2) I promise I'll finish it eventually but I'm not really interested in writing them right now, the whole "Veronica, open the door" TT sound has retriggered my love for Heathers and it's currently my special interest so here we are 🥰