Y/N is a 25-year old girl who just moved to LA. while at the mall, she bumps into a girl named Tara and they quickly become best friends. sooner or later she's at a party with an emo boy.

we meet at an abandoned building. then we meet again. and ever since then.. it's an emotional rollercoaster. disclaimer : there will be no smut as i find it disgusting to actually write it about a real person. there is cussing and mentions of self harm. if any of the characters here aren't accurate to them in actual real life, i apologise. there will be a few made up characters.

Natalie finds herself returning to LA after dropping out of music school due to her addiction, she finds herself with her long time best friend, Tara, and her new friends. Johnnie guilbert x original character AN: currently rewriting so it's less cringey (11/2024)

|| MATURE THEMES: BLOOD/GORE/ SUICIDE || "We didn't make out, or do anything. I just remember, I was lonely." -Salvia Palth - "You're so pretty." I said breathlessly and his eyes soften at my words. It felt like my heart skipped a beat when I muttered those words out. These feelings that started to sprout, was making me feel like I needed to run, or that I needed to do laps around the house. These feelings were long forgotten, something I haven't felt in a long time, like some foreign feeling. "What happened to you? Because I know you didn't just move here for a place to live. Something happened," I try to remain composed, because he was still a drunken man -drunk people say stuff all the time- so I make my way out of his room and he mutters something I never believed would fall out of his mouth. "You're pretty to." !!! READ TO FIND OUT !!!! ✪✪✪✪ STARTED : September 18 ENDED: September 23 ✫✫✫✫ #817 mentalhealth 09/23/23 #38 Johnnieguilbert 09/26/23 #4 Johnnieguilbert 09/30/23 # Johnnieguilbert 10/4/23 #355 alcohol 09/27/23 #79 read at your own risk 09/27/23 #237 weed 09/27/23 #498 TriggerWarning 09/27/23 #219 Smoking 09/27/23 #238 JakeWebber 09/27/23 #11 YoutuberXReader 10/4/23 #1 Johnnieguilbert 10/1/23 ✪✪✪✪ WORD COUNT: 9K

Y/n x Johnnie gilbert fanfic!!💋💋 i took a lot of inspiration from @-johnniesbbg🩷🖤

🥀This story will be for the lonely pringle's that dream of Johnnie Guilbert🥀 Hey guyss! Before I summarize this story I want to let you all know that this story will not be including smut because Johnnie Guilbert is a real human and would probably feel uncomfortable if he read a story about himself that includes smut. I don't feel comfortable making a story like that to. If he ever read this story he would think it's icky either way. Anyway I want to try my best to make sure that this story is realistic and whenever a real character speaks, I will try to make sure it's something that they'd say irl and not a random weird thing. When I say real character I mean Johnnie, Tara, etc.Im super sorry if this story is cringy for you btw. I'm getting cringed at myself to. 😭 🖤 𝗦𝗧𝗢𝗥𝗬 𝗦𝗨𝗠𝗠𝗔𝗥𝗬 𝗛𝗘𝗥𝗘: Y/n is a 24 year old that is from Boston. She met Tara Yummy on insta 3 years ago and they've gotten really close since. Tara and y/n would talk and facetime each other everyday. One day Tara asks y/n to meet up with her so they could hang out in LA for a month or so. Tara wants to introduce y/n to her closest friends Jake Webber and Johnnie Guilbert. ❕𝗬/𝗻 = 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗻𝗮𝗺𝗲 {𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗱𝗲𝗿}❕

y/n was living with her mum until one day they had an argument and y/n got kicked out, her bestfriend tara yummy offered to let her stay so she took the opportunity but she couldn't to stay too long considering tara still lived with her parents and tara didn't have a spare bedroom so there wasn't enough space anyway. y/n said she would just stay there for two weeks while she looked for a house but once the two weeks was up y/n still hadn't found a place to stay until..

|| MATURE THEMES || "And you say "Did you even notice, that I, began, to bleed?" And it all goes out of focus, and I hear you start to scream. Help me. Help me. Why won't you help me?" - flatsound - "Well I was at a friend's, and that's the only answer your going to get, so quit asking!" I snap, and he just sits there in disbelief. I not only hated when people asked questions they already know the answer to, because it seems like they're trying to be smug about it, or have some egotistical strong belief that they know everything. "Help me, help you. I don't fully understand where you're coming from, but I'd like to get your perspective on things. We're going to be around each other for awhile so just open up a bit. I know your irritated because you don't want help, but nothings wrong with at least trying to explain what's happening." I was a bit taken back with his response, it was like my heart yearned to pour out all my secrets, and the deepest darkest thoughts that I keep hidden was threatening to spill out from my mouth. "We've known each other for what? Three days? And you think we have some unbreakable bond?" My body screamed to stop, but it was like first instinct. To push the people who love me, away, and people who want to get to know me better, away. Though I don't exactly enjoy this part of myself, but I know in my heart, that if I get involved with him, it'd only break my heart. ✙✙✙✙ STARTED : September 26, 2023 FINISHED : October 1, 2023 ✰✰✰✰ #6 johnnieguilbert 09/30/23 #174 depressing 09/30/23 #42 sad romance 09/30/23 #62 readatyourownrisk 09/30/23 #25 youtuberxreader 09/30/23 #5 probation 09/30/23 #4 housearrest 09/30/23

𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐬 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐟𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐢𝐧 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐨𝐩𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐢𝐭𝐞 ? 𝐝𝐨 𝐨𝐩𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐢𝐭𝐞𝐬 𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭 ? ( 𝐞𝐦𝐨 + 𝐛𝐚𝐬𝐢𝐜 ) 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐚𝐢𝐧𝐬 - 𝐬𝐦𝐮𝐭 𝐚𝐧𝐱𝐢𝐞𝐭𝐲 𝐬𝐦𝐨𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐝𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐬𝐰𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 - 𝐥𝐨𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐜𝐚𝐬𝐞 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐝 𝐡𝐨𝐩𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐞𝐧𝐣𝐨𝐲 !

An {18+} Johnnie Guilbert x Reader story Content Warning: This book contains explicit sexual content and is intended for mature audiences only. Reader discretion is advised. ⚠️ Context: You are a 25 year old female and are good friends with Johnnie. He's agreed on hanging out at your place, though he's very shy and nervous. He can't help but get excited about uncovering his true feelings about you. He has had a crush on you for a long time, as do you. Unbeknownst to him, you've planned to make your move tonight as well. Will he reject you? Or will you both be getting lucky tonight?