You are an exchange student from Madeira, a small island in Portugal. One day, while beating up a guy, who was creep towards you, you see a very handsome guy who catches your attention. You feel an instant connection with him, but you don't know who he is or what his role will be in your future. As you continue your studies, you find out that this guy is actually involved in your future. You are surprised and excited to learn this, but you also feel conflicted. You must decide what this guy means to you. Is he just a crush, a fling, or something more? Will you pursue a relationship with him, or will you keep things strictly professional? I PROMISE THE WRITING GETS BETTER Read to find out more.. Warning ⚠️ Drinking Self harm Talk about trauma Very bad Smut⚠️ STARTED: 29/7/23 FINISHED: 18/2/24

It's as if I have a choice, I either betray my father or myself. I love my father dearly, which is why I agreed to his decision and his continuous pleads- to marry a man who to me is a stranger; if only I knew how bad it would get would I still of agreed? BOOK AVAILABLE IN GERMAN - - > @t0mkaul1tzw1fe (Sie können meine folgende Liste überprüfen, wenn Sie sie über die Suche nicht finden können oder im ersten Kapitel ein Link zu ihrem Profil hinzugefügt wurde 'Introductions and characters' ) TW: CONTAINS ABUSE, SEXUAL REFERENCES, SWEARING!

𝘝𝘢𝘭𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘢 𝘪𝘴 𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘶𝘢𝘥𝘦𝘥 𝘣𝘺 𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘣𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘷𝘢𝘤𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘪𝘯 𝘛𝘰𝘬𝘺𝘰 𝘑𝘢𝘱𝘢𝘯 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘴𝘶𝘮𝘮𝘦𝘳. 𝘐𝘵'𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘴𝘩𝘦 𝘮𝘦𝘦𝘵𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘪𝘯𝘧𝘢𝘮𝘰𝘶𝘴 𝘨𝘢𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘦𝘮𝘣𝘦𝘳 𝘛𝘰𝘮 𝘒𝘢𝘶𝘭𝘪𝘵𝘻. 𝘞𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘧𝘪𝘳𝘴𝘵 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘥𝘰𝘦𝘴𝘯'𝘵 𝘨𝘰 𝘢𝘴 𝘱𝘭𝘢𝘯𝘯𝘦𝘥 𝘪𝘵 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘦 𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳. 𝘐𝘯𝘴𝘱𝘪𝘳𝘦𝘥 𝘣𝘺 "𝘮𝘺 𝘭𝘪𝘷𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘯𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵𝘮𝘢𝘳𝘦" 𝙏𝙒 -𝘛𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘣𝘦 𝘴𝘤𝘦𝘯𝘦𝘴 𝘰𝘧 𝘷𝘪𝘰𝘭𝘦𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘪𝘤𝘩 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘣𝘦 𝘵𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘨𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝑻𝒐𝒎 𝑲𝒂𝒖𝒍𝒊𝒕𝒛 𝒙 𝑶𝒄

𝑨 𝒔𝒆𝒒𝒖𝒆𝒍 𝒃𝒐𝒐𝒌 𝒕𝒐 '𝑰𝒏𝒔𝒊𝒅𝒆' They're older now. She's still living in Germany while he's off touring the world. They didn't work before, but will they now? Are there too many people in the equation which are stopping them from finding each other once more?

Outside, Nicky's guitar loving classmate seems rude and spiteful. Inside, he has a secret unknown to the rest. What path will Tom take when he finds his best kept secret discovered by Nicky, will he forever be her enemy or will their forced friendship bloom into something indescribable?

𝒂 𝒃𝒐𝒚, 𝒂 𝒈𝒊𝒓𝒍 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒂 𝒍𝒊𝒆. madeline swift was your average seventeen year old girl living in central london until she met him. tom kaulitz was an older, beautiful and charming man, who seemed to be everything she wanted. 𝐭𝐨𝐦 𝐤𝐚𝐮𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐳 𝐱 𝐟𝐞𝐦!𝐨𝐜 𝐠𝐚𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞𝐦𝐛𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐮 ⚠️sexual content, violence, toxicity, mention of suicide/self harm, eating disorders/body image, drug/alcohol misuse TOM IS NOT ABUSIVE OR SEXUALLY ASSAULT THE OC!!