I laid down, reminiscing the times that we had made love on this very same bed. The thought if her being gone silently killed me; as I sighed and reached under neath her pillows, I paused, feeling something hard. Immediately, I shot up knowing what my hand had pressed upon. Swiftly, I grabbed her book; I knew it contained her most intimate secrets. All the questions that I had was un-answered, so I knew the rejoinder to all of my them would be responded in this very same book. I didn't waste any time to open her diary towards the middle. Excited to know what happened, I began to read. ****All Rights Reserved @adoreniah_

Months after his car broke down on a Georgia back road, Shawn Carter returns to the orchard he never meant to find. Beyoncé remembers him, the stranger who stayed one night and left with something she didn't expect to miss. Now he's back, drawn to the same quiet that once held them both. Between the red dirt and the rain, they learn that some things don't leave. They stay.

"Whatever Our Souls Are Made Of, Yours And Mine Are The Same" Beyoncé Knowles was a young woman who, much to her parents' disappointment, had not found her soul mate. Beyoncé was forced to find the 'fiancé' that she had led her parents to believe was real. Shawn Carter was a man in his mid-twenties whose mother was still hoping for a daughter-in-law. She believed that Shawn could find love again, so pushed him out of the house and refused to welcome him back unless he brought back his fiancée.

Book #1 'The Struggle Of Jayonce!♥' Book #2 'The Struggles Of Being Royal!♥' "There's definitely a dangerous feeling when you're in love--it's giving your heart to someone else and knowing that they have control over your feelings. I know for me, who always tries to be so tough, that's the dangerous thing." "The way she has changed my life If I didn't have her...? Where would I be? Who would I be? Sometimes I wonder if I would still be Jay-Z. It's so surreal.First time I laid eyes on her she was 16. I had thought in my head "she will be mine", became my best friend. 20 years old, it was time, before you knew it she made me swallow my pride and my own words bit me in the ass." They thought their love would last forever and that nothing could tear them apart. They were best friends, soul mates, lovers and everything to each other. They honestly loved each other but what comes with love? Hate, pain, sorrow, struggles, jealousy, trust problem, heartache, and torture. Now they have 2 kids and a broken family... How will their kids take it?

By xrecexbellax As best friends, Beyoncé Consuelos and Shawn Carter can't seem to stay away from each, despite being married. The series of events that take place after their affair are far much worse than infidelity.

You Never See It Coming and The Next Thing You Know; UNCONDITIONAL LOVE! Love Comes With High Hopes and Expectations. Being In Love Comes With Perks and Pitfuls But Being IN Love With A Billionaire Has Its Lows and Just Like Love, Beyoncé Didn't See This Ride Coming. Dressed In Armani Suits and Showered With Bills, This Love Was Unexpected! NOTICE: In The Process Of Editing So Expect Many Errors. Also Book Two of That Girl Is OUT! Join Me and My Happy Readers On The Final Ride of Love!

CLEMENCY - Beyoncé Knowles. The millionaires daughter, who isn't the nice girl everyone makes her out to be. She's smart. Makes her own money and just wants a man to love her for who she is and not what she has. Shawn Carter. The biggest ex-kingpin in Brooklyn, New York, who just wants one thing from the females plus his bands. Shawn's always had to step up and be the man of the house for his siblings, especially after his parents died while he was high school. He's son and brother, but he's also a father who wants the best for his daughter, Shai. How will the two clash together? Read to find out!

Beyoncé is all about work. Nothing can come between her and her job at the age of 28 she is the top of the firm and has been working to become the youngest Partner in the firm. Falling in love young she learned that people can't protect you. So she decide to stop giving people the time or day especially her brother in law. Shawn Carter is a bachelor untamed. It's normal for most women to draw to him with his Family being the most elite. When his older brother got married and started a family he found his self becoming fond of his Sister in law. However, now she is as dull as the come. So he decided why waist time on one when you can have multiple. What happened when tragic event brings these two together for life? Will they take the chance or will the pain of life become Unbearable?

Beyoncé just got out of an abusive marriage. A start over is what she needs, so when her best friend Nicki Offers her the vacation home in the Bahamas that her and her husband owns. Saying no wasn't and option. Jay walked out of his wedding after catching his soon to be wife fucking his brother. He knew then he had to get out of there. Now, because he's well know he needed a place we're the paparazzi wouldn't look. His friend Meek offered him a vacation home in the Bahamas that him in his wife owned and he said yes. Neither Meek nor Nicki Bothered to tell each other that they offered their friend's the house. Beyoncé first instinct is to leave but Shawn convinces her he won't be in the way. The only problem is they're in each other's way and they both like it. Will they enjoy the Bahama breeze. Or will they leave?

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