"Why don't you give up , Jahaan? It would be so much easier." "Giving up on you is something I'm not capable of , Kaya. Even if it means dragging you back from the edge of self destruction again and again." I keep talking , in desperate attempts to somehow keep her mind occupied so she doesn't push the knife deeper. ༻❁༺ He's out for revenge. My husband is the master of deception , weaving a tapestry of lies so intricate that even I believed in the illusion. When the darkness wraps it's hands around my throat , tempting me into oblivion , he's there. He's all I know. He's the reason I breathe , even when my lungs ache with the effort. He's the only one who can keep me alive and that's his cruelty. ༻❁༺ She is my blue flame. The one constant in a world full of shadows and shifting lies. She doesn't get to leave. I won't let her slip away into the darkness that claws at her soul. Let her scream , let her rage. I'll drag her back every time , because she is mine , and I won't let her go. Not to death. Not to herself. Not to anyone.