𝐼'𝓂 𝓉𝓇𝓎𝓃𝒶 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝓀 𝑜𝒻 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝑔𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓈𝑜𝓃 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓂𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓎 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎 𝒯𝒽𝒾𝓃𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝑜𝒻 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓉𝒾𝓂𝑒 𝐼 𝓈𝓅𝑒𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝑜𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝒹 𝓘𝓽'𝓼 𝓼𝓸 𝓱𝓪𝓻𝓭 𝓽𝓸 𝓫𝓮 𝓪𝓯𝓻𝓪𝓲𝓭 ' 𝐒𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐝 - 𝟓/𝟐𝟑/𝟐𝟒 𝐄𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐝 - ???

in which I write gay oneshots .. again.

"𝐢 𝐨𝐧𝐥𝐲 𝐠𝐨𝐭 𝟓 𝐩𝐞𝐨𝐩𝐥𝐞 𝐢𝐧 𝐦𝐲 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐢'𝐥𝐥 𝐠𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐢𝐭 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐮𝐩 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐢𝐭'𝐬 𝐲𝐨𝐮, 𝐣𝐚𝐡, 𝐭𝐫𝐞𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐢, 𝐧𝐢𝐪, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐤𝐞𝐞𝐬," 𝐱𝐚𝐯𝐢𝐞𝐫 𝐬𝐚𝐢𝐝 𝐚𝐬 𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐚𝐭 𝐛𝐞𝐬𝐢𝐝𝐞 𝐲𝐚𝐬𝐢𝐧 𝐨𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐝. "𝐲𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐥𝐲 𝐩𝐞𝐨𝐩𝐥𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐮𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐦𝐞, 𝐬𝐨 𝐢 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐲𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐦𝐞" "𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐲𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐥𝐮𝐝𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐫𝐞𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐢 𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐡𝐢𝐦 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐞 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐡𝐞 𝐚𝐢𝐧'𝐭"

"it's impossible for me to love when my 'father' literally fucked and beat me for half of my life. i've wired my brain to not feel any emotion. the drugs are the reason i am still somewhat sane."

"Sometimes I wonder is love 𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐭? 'Cause who the fuck loving these days? You believe in love at first sight or that nigga's ain't shit."

Hey y'all this is my first book so excuse me if it's not good😁 Updates are a little slow bare with me Update: My writing has gotten better so please bare with me through the first couple of chapters 😭

𝐁𝐚𝐛𝐲, 𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐚 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐓𝐨 𝐠𝐞𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐜𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐨𝐫 𝐧𝐞𝐱𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐞 𝐒𝐚𝐲 𝐠𝐢𝐫𝐥, 𝐈'𝐥𝐥 𝐛𝐞 𝐩𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐬𝐥𝐨𝐰 '𝐂𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐈 𝐠𝐨𝐭 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞, 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭, 𝐦𝐚𝐲𝐛𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫

𝐈𝐍 𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐂𝐇 𝖠𝗎𝗋𝗈𝗋𝖺 𝖽𝖾𝖼𝗂𝖽𝖾𝗌 𝗍𝗈 𝗍𝖺𝗄𝖾 𝖺𝗇 𝗂𝗇𝗇𝗈𝖼𝖾𝗇𝗍 𝗃𝗈𝖻 𝖺𝗌 𝖺 𝗌𝗎𝖻𝗌𝗍𝗂𝗍𝗎𝗍𝖾 𝗍𝖾𝖺𝖼𝗁𝖾𝗋 𝗐𝗁𝗂𝗅𝖾 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗋𝖾𝖺𝗅 𝗉𝗋𝗈𝖿𝖾𝗌𝗌𝗈𝗋 𝗂𝗌 𝗈𝗎𝗍 𝗈𝗇 𝗆𝖺𝗍𝖾𝗋𝗇𝗂𝗍𝗒 𝗅𝖾𝖺𝗏𝖾. 𝖶𝗁𝗂𝗅𝖾 𝗌𝗁𝖾 𝗂𝗌 𝗍𝖾𝖺𝖼𝗁𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝖼𝗅𝖺𝗌𝗌𝖾𝗌 𝗌𝗁𝖾 𝗋𝖾𝖺𝗅𝗂𝗓𝖾𝖽 𝗍𝗁𝖺𝗍 𝗈𝗇𝖾 𝗈𝖿 𝗁𝖾𝗋 𝗆𝖺𝗅𝖾 𝗌𝗍𝗎𝖽𝖾𝗇𝗍𝗌 𝗁𝖺𝗌 𝗍𝖺𝗄𝖾𝗇 𝖺 𝗅𝗂𝗄𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗍𝗈 𝗁𝖾𝗋 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗐𝗂𝗅𝗅 𝖽𝗈 𝖺𝗇𝗒𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝖾𝗏𝖾𝗋𝗒𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗍𝗈 𝗀𝖾𝗍 𝗁𝖾𝗋 𝖺𝗍𝗍𝖾𝗇𝗍𝗂𝗈𝗇. 𝖶𝗁𝖺𝗍 𝗐𝗂𝗅𝗅 𝗁𝖺𝗉𝗉𝖾𝗇 𝗐𝗁𝖾𝗇 𝗌𝗁𝖾 𝗋𝖾𝖺𝗅𝗂𝗓𝖾𝗌 𝗍𝗁𝖺𝗍 𝗁𝖾 𝗐𝖺𝗇𝗍𝖾𝖽 𝗁𝖾𝗋 𝖺𝗍𝗍𝖾𝗇𝗍𝗂𝗈𝗇 𝖿𝗈𝗋 𝖺 𝖽𝗂𝖿𝖿𝖾𝗋𝖾𝗇𝗍 𝗋𝖾𝖺𝗌𝗈𝗇 𝗍𝗁𝖺𝗇 𝗌𝗁𝖾 𝗈𝗋𝗂𝗀𝗂𝗇𝖺𝗅𝗅𝗒 𝗍𝗁𝗈𝗎𝗀𝗁𝗍?

"𝘢𝘯𝘵𝘸𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘱 𝘧𝘶𝘤𝘬𝘪𝘯' 𝘱𝘭𝘢𝘺𝘪𝘯' 𝘸𝘪𝘵' 𝘮𝘦 𝘰𝘯 𝘧𝘰𝘦𝘯𝘦𝘮"