✘ [first book in the series.] the one where cute and innocent vic fuentes follows the advice of his best friend jenna, and writes a love note to the gregarious, pretty faced moron, kellin quinn. ❝i placed my ice cream tub back on the table, before curling up into a ball on top of one of my fluffy, monumental pillows. i hugged it, like my life depended on it, my chest heaving in sobs, all because of one boy.❞ © tesfuen ✧ fuentabulous

At the end of junior year, Kellin and Vic are chosen for the highest GPA's. This makes them natural competition. They are given the summer break to prepare for a test to determine who is smarter and represent the school, but neither of them can seem to focus on school.

Victor Fuentes is the new kid in school and catches the eye of small fragile Kellin, but what Kellin doesn't know is Vic's got a dark secret and Kellin might be the only one able to save him. WARNING: There is self-harm, abuse, suicide and a lil bit of smut in this.

I wish that I wasn't so damned shy. I wish that Mike and his friends would leave me alone, like the useless boy that I am. I wish they would stop thinking I could become their friend. And of course, I wish that my parents would love me.