inflicting pain on the one you love will only create more damage.

All Zayn Malik wanted was a safe place to raise his children. All he wanted was a place that the people could marry who they loved and not be forced to deal with horrible living conditions. But acting on his wants came with a bigger threat than he could have ever imagined. Niall Horan loved his husband, despite the fact he was forced to marry him. He also love the little baby growing in his stomach. But with this love, came great cost. He had to watch his husband suffer through the pain this rebellion had brought on him. Both boys could taste the freedom that they had always dreamed of raising their child in. But with that freedom, lives were given, family and friends were lost and events happened that would forever change both their characters. Is this all worth freedom?

In a world where everything is forced by the government whether it was the job you got when you get older or who you're married to, there lived two boys that wanted a new way of life. Zayn Malik was tired of the way things were. He wanted to change the way he was living. With a bitter heart and an angry mind set, he wants what no one else has. He wants to control his own life. Niall Horan was a hopeless romantic, there's no other way to put it. He dreamed of finding the love of his life. But, as he grew up he leaned that's not how things worked. These two boys may be the hope for a better future for the world, or they'll just conform into doing what they were raised to do. Will Zayn and Niall be the revolution in this forced world?

Thou shalt not... That is all Niall Horan has been raised to listen to as he was born into a very religious family. His father was the pastor of the church he's gone to his whole life, and his mother is the perfect wife. They were viewed as the perfect Christ like family, but no one knows what Niall has to do to keep this reputation. Zayn Malik was your traditional bad boy. He had tattoos and smoked out side of the school. He believed there was a God, but didn't attend church because he knew not to go somewhere he wasn't accepted because of love. When two opposites meet and feelings become present, will Niall try to fight it? How can something as sweet as love be so sinful?

"I am alive...but I think I've died long before. When I was blinded.When I was tricked.When I was played at.When I fell in love.When I knew it all. I'm so tired of this eternal horizon of pain...I badly want to feel an end for all this hurting. And I hope, I really hope, I'd live to feel it."

Zayn Malik is a lost soul. He has been told all his life he is nothing and has forgotten all about happiness. So when he loves a boy that he knows will never return the feelings, he feels more lost. He wants this boy to love him too, but hes only been told he is unlovable. He has only been told who he is and what he us made of for the past 6 years. He just wants to be the person he was before the abuse and pain. But that leaves him wondering... Who am I?

♛ being re-written; Post traumatic stress disorder can only tear you apart if you let it.