"I'm scared. I'm so fucking scared." Blake said desperately. Cris blinked, his confusion evident as he listened to Blake's confession. "Scared? Of what?" Blake took a deep breath, his hands trembling. "Of you" he whispered. "Of how much you mean to me. Of how much I feel when I'm around you. Being with you... it terrifies me. I've never felt this way about anyone before, and it's so overwhelming that I don't know how to handle it. But not being with you... it's killing me, Cris. It's killing me." /// And by the way, this isn't the classic jockxnerd story. I mean, of course Blake is the football team captain, the golden boy of Westbrook High. Cris isn't the bullied, fool and awkward nerd tho. What if Blake had a crush on him but constantly tried to replace Cris with his girlfriend, the popular cheerleader Lisa? What if I told you I don't even know if they'll ever get to be together? What if you have to figure out yourself?

Keegan is a boy who loves affection. He's usually quite peppy and excitable, but everything in life has turned against him. He ends up locking away his emotions and making himself distant from the world, trying to avoid further suffering. He's left a shell of his former self, struggling to get through life. He decides to take time away from his abusive life by going on a week long school trip to collect his thoughts. He is placed in situations he couldn't have imagined. Theo is a laid back jock. He can come off as aggressive and bossy, usually around his friends, though he has a heart and can be quite kind. His life is hectic and full of annoying people. His parents are inconsiderate, his friends are clingy and loud, and the rest of the school sucks up to him, which he doesn't received well. He just wants to be left alone. After deceiving his clingy friends he snuck away on the school trip, hoping he could finally get some peace and quiet. This trip would hold some surprises for him, and maybe even change his life. What future will await these two? Are they destined for greatness, or despair?

Riley Thompson never asked for attention. At sixteen, his world revolves around keeping his grades up, caring for his sick mom, and surviving high school without drawing too much notice. Sweet, soft-spoken, and armed with a quiet sarcasm, he's the last person who wants drama. Enter Alex Carter-eighteen, tall, rich, and the academy's untouchable Casanova. Charming, confident, and adored by everyone, Alex has never failed at anything... except winning over Riley, the one boy who refuses to fall for his smile. But between Riley's fragile home life and Alex who will be very nice to help him.. Will that safe Riley's mom and helped him with his situation? 💫 Enemies to lovers. A soft boy vs. a rich Casanova. Banter, jealousy, and the kind of love that changes everything.

After a car accident took his ability to walk, Blake wakes up from a coma. He now has to grapple with the thought that his whole life has changed. One day he meet a new patient on the ward: a handsome football player who shattered his leg and thinks his life is over too. [please vote and comment as you read along, thank you! This story has a few trigger warnings before you read. It contains mentions of depression, death, mental health issues, revenge and a lot of suicidal thoughts.]

Clark Robinson is your average, gay, small-town boy. With happily married parents, great friends, and a comfortable existence as a well-liked kid in his town, his life seems normal, almost perfect. That is until someone takes a deep interest in him and makes it their mission to have him as theirs. What was supposed to be a fairytale relationship becomes a mentally and physically abusive one that Clark has trouble pulling away from. It is only when he is truly threatened that he decides to run away, and he finds himself in a whole other world. The Big City The people and friends he meets are wonderful, a large but tight-knit group that understands his life as a young gay man well. But his old life will never release him no matter how hard the man of his dreams tries to tell him otherwise. _________________________________________ (Book Two of Falling In Like. Can be read as a Stand-Alone) WARNING: This is one of the first books I started writing! Because it took a while to finish, the later Chapters have more of my newer (better) writing style compared to the beginning. This is a much more dramatic, angst type of book compared to my fluff-filled others. If you want slight frustration and cuteness all the way through, nearly every other book I have fits that description. Thank you ❤ Started: November 16, 2016 Completed: June 25, 2019

Three boys meet at a Support Group for troubled teens. What could possibly go wrong? [mentions of mental health issues, eating disorders, abuse, triggers and distressing content] This is basically my old story rewritten. Obvs lots of gayness.

"When I push it into your mouth... just swallow." His lips part slightly, breath uneven. I lean in, close enough to count the flecks in his eyes. Our knees brush slightly. He pulls back a second too late. I take a slow drag, hold it, then exhale steady between us. The smoke slips past his lips, and in that second, I can't help it. I press my mouth to his. *** Blake Callahan ruined me without even trying. Now I'm going to ruin him too-one threat, one kiss, one perfectly timed prank at a time. He has everything-money, looks, and a last name that opens doors. The golden boy of Seattle: captain of the soccer team, top of the class, with a future already written in Ivy League gold. Me? I'm Ryder Quinn. Dyed hair, piercings, fists bruised from too many fights, and a life with no safety net. Reckless. Broke. No future. We come from opposite worlds-his built on privilege, mine on survival. We're supposed to hate each other. And for a while, we do. But hate turns into tension. Tension turns into something neither of us can control. Because loving him was never part of the plan. Destroying him was. Trigger warning ⚠️ -Mature language -Sexual scenes -Violence -Drug use

"I can't do this anymore, I feel bad." I say trying to push him off of me. "Just Leave her, you've been wanting to do it." He says before nibbling on my ear. "I just played her though." I said. "Shh." He pressed his lips on mine. He lifted my shirt up as he pinned my arms against the mattress. ©2018 All Rights Reserved.

"When something terrible happens to someone, everyone feels sorry for you at first, they take your hand and cry fake tears and say how 'special' you are, how strong you are. But after a while they forget...Then they don't see a person anymore they just see this terrible thing and think you're terrible because of it...It's like a little switch that goes off in people's heads: one minute everyone is your friend and they care oh-so much, then, when things die down, they become terrified of you. You'd be surprised to see what fear can make someone do." Justin Ivanov has never led much of a normal life, but when his sister passes away, his entire world falls apart. Trapped in an abusive relationship and in a school where everyone is scared of him, Justin continues to deteriorate, pinning all his hope on his confused best friend, Ben Fulton. He struggles to keep his family together without them finding out the hidden secret of his sexuality. But the more he fails, the closer he gets to losing himself forever. Ben Fulton doesn't understand what depression is. He doesn't understand why people have it or how to fix it. But when the sudden death of his best friend's sister leaves him feeling empty, he comes too close to comfort with just what depression can make someone do. Trying to sort out his own emotions, sexuality, and future out, Ben also has to balance trying to save Justin. But the more he tries, the more his feelings grow for his best friend, and the closer Justin gets to destroying himself.

(BxB) Getting saved by the school bad boy was nothing that I could imagine. "What's your name?" We have been classmates since forever. "Dude! We literally have the same class since forever." I pulled my arm out of his grasp. "and let go of my arm and I don't swing that way" "Are you sure? Maybe I should kiss you and see how that goes " What the hell is wrong with this guy. I know he's bi but I'm straight. Straight as a ruler. I felt him descending towards my face and he was staring at my lips. My heart started to race. Oh shit is he going to kiss me. ....................... #80 Don > 20• 05•20 #1 bnb > 27 • 04 • 20 #13 Logan Lerman > 24 • 03 • 20