I'm never alone, I'm alone all the time Are you at one, or do you lie We live in a wheel, where everyone steals But when we rise, it's like strawberry fields If I treated you bad, you'd bruise my face Couldn't love you more, you've got a beautiful taste

Astarion ascended just like he wanted. Tav helped just like he asked. People change just like they were warned. Fair warning: Ascended Astarion is the villain, Tav frequently disassociates and justifies Astarion's behavior to themselves and the other companions. Domestic violence is implied but not depicted out-right. Verbal abuse is kept to a minimum. Two major characters will die eventually. An alternative epilogue at Withers' party. Still in progress but I feel inspired and it's a short one. I will probably update frequently I haven't written fanfiction in 11 years. Go easy on me lol Finally, this work has been cross-posted here and on AO3. These are the only places I have published it, if you're reading this somewhere else it's been stolen.

"I love you not because you sing with my angels.. but because you dance with my demons." disclaimer- I don't own twilight, it owns me. all credit goes to Stephanie Meyer except for the characters I create. published 11/1/15 completed 5/7/16