Tama_chi
I have been married for 7 years. 2 years after the marriage, my husband changed. He started to beat me, and insult me for being fat & ugly. I stopped seeing my friends and eating to keep a perfect shape for him. I was now all ribs. All my clothes could no longer fit. Whenever I go out, to shop everyone looks at me with pity, in their eyes. I don't care what they think, I just want to be perfect for my husband. I wear heavy makeup, every time I greet him. I might receive a black eye for saying the wrong thing but he still loves me. Sometimes, he comes back home drunk with co-workers. Later moans would be heard coming out of the bedroom but... "he still loves me... yeah of course he does". I reassure myself that eating alone in the dining room. It's been 3 years now & he finally touched me last night but all I felt from him was disgust, insults & buries on my pale skin. I cried, myself to sleep & when I woke up the next day, he wasn't there. I had no self-esteem, confidence, or self-love, I wasn't employed. My husband provides all of that. It took another 2 years for me to get in contact with my friends, and parents & finally get a divorce. It wasn't easy, I had nightmares, an eating disorder & went through depression but I finally got back on my feet. 2 years of therapy. I bought myself a house. I was stargazing, when I saw a shooting star. I shut my eyes quickly & made a wish. I wish for" A humanoid boyfriend". If only I knew, how that wish would change my life.