Numbness Like a Ginger, I Guess??? Help???

Idfk I just write the first shit I think of. This is sometimes the most meaningless shit in existence or just me ranting. Do not read this, I'm warning you. I'm 13 but I'll be 14 in the spring, I'm from Scandinavia and it's very windy and I'm massively gay and I'm in love with chigiri from bl and shiho hinomori. Thank...