PsychoSunbaenim
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SEBASTIAN VILLAN
In the days since my brother passed away, I struggled with finding reasons to get out of bed through the pain of my grief. The world didn't seem so bright, but instead, it was in grayscale.
I needed my damn colors back.
It's nearing Christmas, and I decided that I'm going to chase after said colors, but he had a name.
Jasper Reid.
The last time I saw him was two years go, when he was running away from me after profusely apologizing for kissing me. I didn't even have time to process. Because days later, my brother ended his life.
I thought I was straight, but I concluded I wasn't.
It's two years later, and I finally see him again. It hits me like a ton of bricks, and I realize that through our five years of friendship, I'd always had feelings for him.
When Jasper agrees to see me, so that we can talk, Tate tells me I need to be upfront about how I feel for Jasper. With the place Jasper and I are in, it was going to take a lot of work.
But as we progress, we slam into difficult hurdles. I want him as my future, he wants me, too. But I still struggle with grief. He struggles with how to handle me when fall into one of my lows.
Things are twisted.
Jasper Reid is my color-the brightest of shades.
But will we be able to make it work between us? Or were we doomed from the start?