I hated him. I really did. But he made his way to my head. He ruined me. I couldn't think of anything else. I hated him. But I also wanted him. Wanted it so damn bad I tore my soul for him. Not canon storyline. I will go on break in the summer, because this is written on my school computer and they get taken away!!!! ((TW: mentions of eating disorder, mental struggle, and suicide. Also contains sexual descriptions, alcohol, smoking, violence, weapons (knives, guns, bombs, grenades), strong language and obsessive/unhealthy behavior)) NO AI USED IN THE MAKING!! Thank you for 100 reads :DD (eventhought some of them are my own xdd). Also feedback and requests on this story or future oneshots/stories are all read! I already have a Ghost x malereader book/novel on planning, but we will see about it when I finish this one. I also do reply to all comments, so if you want to chat or ask about Vladimir or this story just go on! Number 1 on modernwarfare3 in 26.4.2026 Number 2 on tf141 in 2.5.2026 100 reads on 2.5.2026.