Nikolai Gogol Hanahaki disease

Nikolai Gogol has Hanahaki disease , he loves fyodor who's in a relationship with Chuuya

Aren't the roses I cough out beautiful?

"The roses I cough out are beautiful.. Don't you agree?" "It's sickening. Too bad their stained with blood." The dove had hanahaki. The raven didn't care.

Staring at you like you are a dream- Soukoku

Dazai, the privileged son of a wealthy surgeon, crosses paths with Chuuya, an orphan who becomes Dazai's reason to embrace life. Simultaneously, Dazai serves as Chuuya's anchor after the loss of everything dear to him. However, their lives take a tumultuous turn when they face the prospect of being separated. The ques...