In the quiet halls of a hospital where life and death blur, Park Seonghwa wanders as a spirit... Three months into a coma after surviving a murder attempt. He keeps himself company with fading souls: grandmas, grandpas, even a quiet child who never speaks. But everything changes the day a new spirit appears. Kim Hongjoong, arrives broken... his soul adrift after a failed suicide. Pushed to the edge by the crushing weight of legacy, he's the heir to a prestigious law firm... and a boy who never wanted to become what they forced him to be. Between empty hospital beds and fading time, their souls grow closer... Two lost hearts bound by shared stillness. A quiet, growing love between souls suspended in time. Will they find their way back to each other in the world of the living... or will love find its way, even if memory does not? #1 MATZ (2/11/25)

Seonghwa had it all - power, family, a future. Until the accident that changed everything. He woke up with amnesia, and by his side appeared a mysterious man - Hongjoong - a bodyguard meant to protect his safety and life... but was he really? Between them grows a feeling that shouldn't exist. Secrets, betrayals, and mortal danger intertwine their fates in a perilous dance. Forbidden love. Political intrigue. One false ending that becomes a true beginning. WARNING This book is not intended to offend anyone; it is a work of fiction in which characters and events are purely the author's imagination. The book may contain scenes that could be considered inappropriate for younger readers.

||𝐒𝐞𝐨𝐧𝐠𝐣𝐨𝐨𝐧𝐠|| 𝚂𝚎𝚘𝚗𝚐𝚑𝚠𝚊 𝚝𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚜 𝚠𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍 𝚏𝚒𝚗𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚢 𝚌𝚊𝚕𝚖 𝚍𝚘𝚠𝚗 𝚊𝚏𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝙷𝚘𝚗𝚐𝚓𝚘𝚘𝚗𝚐 𝚌𝚑𝚘𝚜𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚢 𝚒𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚖𝚘𝚍𝚎𝚛𝚗 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚕𝚍. 𝙷𝚎 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚠𝚛𝚘𝚗𝚐. 𝙱𝚎𝚝𝚠𝚎𝚎𝚗 𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚞𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚗𝚊𝚝𝚞𝚛𝚊𝚕 𝚝𝚑𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚜, 𝚂𝚎𝚘𝚗𝚐𝚑𝚠𝚊 𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚜𝚞𝚏𝚏𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚏𝚛𝚘𝚖 𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚍-𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚍𝚒𝚜𝚊𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚜, 𝚕𝚒𝚏𝚎 𝚒𝚜 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚊𝚜 𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚘𝚝𝚒𝚌 𝚊𝚜 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛. 𝙽𝚘𝚠, 𝙷𝚘𝚗𝚐𝚓𝚘𝚘𝚗𝚐 𝚑𝚊𝚜 𝚝𝚘 𝚙𝚛𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚑𝚎 𝚋𝚎𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚐𝚜 𝚒𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚕𝚍-𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚌𝚊𝚗 𝚑𝚎 𝚍𝚘 𝚒𝚝 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚛𝚞𝚒𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚂𝚎𝚘𝚗𝚐𝚑𝚠𝚊'𝚜 𝚜𝚊𝚗𝚒𝚝𝚢? 𝑀𝑎𝑟𝑟𝑖𝑎𝑔𝑒 𝑖𝑠 ℎ𝑎𝑟𝑑. 𝑀𝑎𝑟𝑟𝑖𝑎𝑔𝑒 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑎 𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑚𝑒𝑟 𝐷𝑒𝑚𝑜𝑛 𝐿𝑜𝑟𝑑 𝑤ℎ𝑜 𝑟𝑒𝑓𝑢𝑠𝑒𝑠 𝑡𝑜 𝑏𝑒ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒? 𝐼𝑚𝑝𝑜𝑠𝑠𝑖𝑏𝑙𝑒.

"𝑌𝑜𝑢 𝑘𝑒𝑒𝑝 𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑟𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑎𝑡 𝑚𝑒." 𝑆𝑒𝑜𝑛𝑔ℎ𝑤𝑎 𝑡𝑖𝑙𝑡𝑠 ℎ𝑖𝑠 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑑, 𝑑𝑎𝑟𝑘 𝑒𝑦𝑒𝑠 𝑔𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑚𝑖𝑛𝑔. "𝑇ℎ𝑎𝑡'𝑠 𝑏𝑒𝑐𝑎𝑢𝑠𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢'𝑟𝑒 𝑚𝑖𝑛𝑒." 𝙷𝚘𝚗𝚐𝚓𝚘𝚘𝚗𝚐'𝚜 𝚕𝚒𝚏𝚎 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚗𝚘𝚛𝚖𝚊𝚕-𝚞𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚕 𝚑𝚎 𝚖𝚎𝚝 𝚂𝚎𝚘𝚗𝚐𝚑𝚠𝚊. 𝙰 𝚍𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚗 𝚠𝚑𝚘 𝚜𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍𝚗'𝚝 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝚑𝚒𝚖. 𝙰 𝚙𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚎𝚗𝚌𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚎𝚛𝚜 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚗 𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝚞𝚗𝚜𝚎𝚎𝚗. 𝙰 𝚝𝚘𝚞𝚌𝚑 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚋𝚞𝚛𝚗𝚜 𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚗 𝚒𝚝 𝚜𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍. 𝚂𝚎𝚘𝚗𝚐𝚑𝚠𝚊 𝚜𝚊𝚢𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚢'𝚛𝚎 𝚋𝚘𝚞𝚗𝚍. 𝚃𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝙷𝚘𝚗𝚐𝚓𝚘𝚘𝚗𝚐 𝚑𝚊𝚜 𝚊𝚕𝚠𝚊𝚢𝚜 𝚋𝚎𝚎𝚗 𝐇𝐢𝐬. 𝙱𝚞𝚝 𝚒𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚝𝚛𝚞𝚝𝚑-𝚘𝚛 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚊𝚗𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚝𝚛𝚊𝚙 𝚑𝚎 𝚌𝚊𝚗'𝚝 𝚎𝚜𝚌𝚊𝚙𝚎? --------- Cover credits to @BTS_Author_annie2013

Every thirty years, the sea demands a royal. Seonghwa steps forward. Unwanted, unmissed and too soft for the world that raised him. Captain Hongjoong wasn't planning to save anyone but nothing enraged him more than nobles discarding lives they never valued. He takes Seonghwa. Not out of mercy, but to spit in the face of power. If the nobles want blood, they'll have to come get it. So he stole their sacrifice.

Seonghwa want a 'fake' boyfriend to attend his sister's wedding. Hongjoong needs more inspiration and a break from his job. And Wooyoung have a great solution for both.

Park Seonghwa, once the cherished mate of a high-ranking Dragon Prince, faces a brutal end when he fails to deliver the golden dragon heir. Every tendon in his body torn apart, he dies a horrific death- but the gods, moved by his plight, grant him a second chance. Transported back to a time before his tragedy unfolded, Seonghwa is determined to rewrite his fate, protect himself, and perhaps exact revenge on those who betrayed him. But this time, he won't leave things to chance. If a golden heir is what they demand, then a golden heir is what he'll give them- even if it means sleeping with the Dragon King himself. Top Kim Hongjoong, Bottom Park Seonghwa

Wherein Seonghwa goes on a vacation with his parents in their hometown. Hongjoong who fell in love because of his smile, his sweet voice. His Everything. Seongjoong, Mpreg!!!

ennui: a feeling of listlessness and dissatisfaction arising from a lack of occupation or excitement. Seonghwa has been in a committed relationship with his high school sweetheart for five years now. What happens when he meets his boyfriends colleague, Kim Hongjoong? Well, simply put, his whole world is turned upside down. ↱a story about self discovery, self worth, and self growth↲

finding your first love is never easy. especially when you fall in love with another boy. (ages will be inaccurate for the purpose of the plot)