" That's not fair and you know it," He gritted, " You're not the only one who blames themselves for his death." " He's dead because of me, Exodus!" I yelled before I could even stop myself, " It should've been me laying in the fucking casket, not him! If he hadn't stepped in front of me he would still be here!" " And you think I could live with myself if that happened?! You think I could even stomach the fucking thought of seeing you in a coffin?!" He yells through the door, " I wouldn't fucking forgive myself if anything ever happened to you! Hell I spent all of my fucking teenage years trying to search for you and I was praying to God ever single fucking day that you were alive, Selah!" " That was your decision to look for me!" I argued back, " I never wanted to be found! I never asked you to show up and remind me that I still have so much fucking healing to do!" " And I never wanted you to leave!" Exodus hissed, yet I could hear the betrayal in his tone. __________ In which childhood friends Exodus Kane and Selah Claire reconnect after fourteen years of no contact since her brother's death. ( * LOTS OF SEX SCENES* )

Caim: (n.) Lit. "sanctuary"; an invisible circle of protection, drawn around the body with the hand, that reminds you that you are safe and loved, even in the darkest times. *+:｡.｡🤍*♡∞:｡.｡*+:｡.｡ "I just want love," she keeps going. I want to love you, I think to myself. "You know what I love? I love painting. This is so pretty I could just paint this," she maps out the sky. "I just want this to last forever, this moment is so nice Silas," she looks at me but I'm already staring at her. "Aurélia," I say. "Silas," she says back. "I want you, I want to love you." I say pull her close. She looks a bit confused. "Will you be my girlfriend?" I ask her. "I think, I want to love you to Silas," she says. Staring into my eyes. #1: goodgirlsarebadgirlsthathaventbeencaught, 4-29-24 #3: goodxbad, 11-1-24 Started: December 12th, 2023 Ended: November 4th, 2024

𝐇𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐌𝐞 𝐀𝐬 𝐘𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐎𝐰𝐧, 𝐀𝐧𝐝 𝐞𝐱𝐩𝐥𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐦𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐠𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐭 𝐮𝐧𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰𝐧. 𝐖𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐜𝐨𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐝𝐞 𝐢𝐧 𝐬𝐲𝐧𝐜, 𝐖𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐬 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐭𝐰𝐢𝐧𝐞 𝐚𝐬 𝐪𝐮𝐢𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐬 𝐰𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤. 𝐀𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐥𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐬𝐨𝐫𝐫𝐨𝐰 𝐠𝐫𝐢𝐩𝐬 𝐚𝐭 𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐭, 𝐊𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐈'𝐥𝐥 𝐚𝐥𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮, 𝐀𝐧𝐝 𝐈'𝐥𝐥 𝐚𝐥𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐛𝐞 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐲𝐨𝐮, 𝐄𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐬𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐨𝐟 𝐝𝐞𝐟𝐞𝐚𝐭. 𝐇𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐌𝐞 𝐀𝐬 𝐘𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐎𝐰𝐧. - 𝐧𝐢𝐣𝐚𝐡𝐧𝐱𝐭𝐝𝐨𝐨𝐫 °❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･˚ ༘ ೀ⋆｡˚ After finding out about her boyfriend's double life, RN S'Laeya Rosewood finds herself craving a change of scenery. With her trust shattered and heart heavy, she flees to Houston and takes refuge in her Auntie La La's home, hoping for both healing and a fresh start. D1 Athlete Cassias Hale was all about football. He breathed, lived, and stayed on the field 24/7, chasing the dream of being drafted into the NFL. Nothing else mattered-until one devastating injury threatens to steal everything he's worked for. But what happens when Cassias suffers an injury and S'Laeya crosses his path-not as a fan, but as the nurse tasked with helping him recover? Two broken souls, both searching for redemption, collide in ways neither expected. Will their pain keep them guarded, or can love rewrite the game?

He clenched his jaw, " Ephesian-" " You left me, remember?! You left me!" " I NEVER FUCKIN LEFT YOU, AIGH?! IM STILL FUCKIN HERE!" " NO THE FUCK YOU'RE NOT, ADONIS! YOU HAVENT BEEN HERE FOR ME FOR FUCKIN WEEKS! ALL THOSE TIMES I FUCKIN CALLED YOU, YOU WERENT THERE! WHEN I DIDNT EAT FOR THREE FUCKIN DAYS, YOU WERENT THERE! WHEN I HAD TO DEAL WITH MY BROTHER'S CONSTANT BULLSHIT, YOU WERENT THERE! YOU LEFT ME WITHOUT A FUCKIN EXPLANATION!" " THE FUCK YOU WANT ME TO DO?! HUH?! I CANT CHANGE WHAT THE FUCK I DID, IMANI! I CANT MAKE YOU CHANGE YA MIND ABOUT ME! SO WHAT THE HELL YOU WANT ME TO DO?!" He screamed in my face. I groan angrily, whirling around I speed walked to the front door. I hear the door slam open widely, then Adonis's voice in the background. " IMANI!" I stop in the middle of the road, " WHAT?!" " WHERE THE FUCK YOU THINK YOU GOIN?!" I turn back around, stomping in the direction of the empty parking lot. " AWAY FROM YOU! AWAY FROM EVERYTHING! I SHOULDN'T HAVE TO DEAL WITH THIS BULLSHIT!" _________________________ Sequel to ' Hating Miguel' * previously known as Loving Ephesian *

𝐈𝐒𝐀𝐃𝐎𝐑𝐀- She's a young girl who's had the biggest crush on her sisters best friend, when they came back, she has those feelings come back, heighten. Things happen, beds broken, hearts broken, all because she had a crush on her sisters best friend. 𝐉𝐎𝐒𝐄𝐏𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐄- she loves her best friend, Adeline. Never wants to do wrong by her as she did in the past, multiple times. She wants her best friends sister but can't do anything about it until she finally gives in.

Puis un jour, elle vit pour la toute première fois la lumière. Et la lumière vit pour la toute première fois l'obscurité. Prisonnière dans un trou noir, son propre trou noir. Comment peut-elle s'échapper de sa propre prison ? La rage, son mécanisme. La colère, son souffle de vie. La haine, les battements de son cœur. Les êtres et les choix du passé peuvent chambouler le futur des âmes qui ne sont pas encore nées. Faire le mal, nourrir chaque instant sa cruauté, c'est son seul échappatoire. Mentalement instable, ses démons sont la source de ses cauchemars les plus sombres. Le monde est méchant paraît-il, elle l'est plus que lui. C'est elle contre elle. Elle est son seul et unique ennemi. « 𝐄𝐥𝐥𝐞 𝐚𝐢𝗺𝐞 𝐥𝐞 𝐥𝐮𝐱𝐞, 𝐥𝐞𝐬 𝐟𝐞𝗺𝗺𝐞𝐬 𝐞𝐭 𝐥𝐞𝐬 𝐬𝗼𝗺𝗺𝐞𝐬. 𝐄𝐥𝐥𝐞 𝐚𝐢𝗺𝐞 𝐥𝐞 𝐬𝐞𝐱𝐞, 𝐥𝐚 𝐝𝐫𝗼𝐠𝐮𝐞 𝐞𝐭 𝐬𝐞𝐬 𝐩𝗼𝐭𝐞𝐬. 𝐄𝐥𝐥𝐞 𝐚𝐢𝗺𝐞 𝐟𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐞 𝐝𝐞𝐬 𝐛𝐚𝐥𝐥𝗼𝐧𝐬 𝐞𝐭 𝐛𝗼𝐢𝐫𝐞 𝐝𝐞 𝐥'𝐚𝐥𝐜𝗼𝗼𝐥. 𝐅𝐚𝐮𝐭 𝐩𝐚𝐬 𝐥𝐮𝐢 𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐥𝐞𝐫 𝐬𝐢 𝐭'𝐚𝐬 𝐩𝐚𝐬 𝐥'𝗺𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐞. » 𝐖𝗼𝗺𝐚𝐧 𝐋𝗼𝐯𝐞 𝐖𝗼𝗺𝐚𝐧.. 𝐎𝐮 𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐪𝐮𝐞. [ AUCUN PLAGIAT NE SERA ACCEPTÉ. ]

Belladonna (beh•luh•do•nuh) -it means beautiful lady in Italian. Coincidentally it's also the name of a deadly plant known as nightshade, which has deep purple flowers and poisonous black berries. ꨄ A new city, new school, a total new everything. Birdie Spine is starting her very first day of her junior year of college on the west coast. Far away from everyone she's ever known. She's excited for a new start and to get away from everything she's ever known until she suddenly isn't anymore. Dazzling hazel eyes ruin it all. Or at least she imagines that it's all ruined. This woman with dazzling hazel eyes is her professor-her most Important professor. Are Birdie and this woman able to keep it professional together since they both know their interactions are far from professional or is it just too strong to be held together? [THERE ARE ERRORS in this book! So many errors & they will get fixed soon enough. I just write for fun & none of it is professional. Please beware of these before you read further!]

Réussira-t-il à déconstruire ses préjugés ? 27/12/21 - 26/09/2022

Avec elle, j'avais peur de me perdre moi même, ou pire encore, de me trouver.

~𝐒𝐡𝐞 𝐟𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐬 𝐢𝐧 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐬 𝐛𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝, 𝐡𝐢𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐬 𝐛𝐞𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐝 𝐜𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐝𝐨𝐨𝐫𝐬~ • • • • • 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐉𝐎𝐍𝐄𝐒 𝐒𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐒 -This story is the second story to the jones series, aka My Ride Or Die #1 lesbian nov 05,2023 #1 in Booktwo