The title would be "im sorry for doing things ive never done bot.". If it wouldn't be hard to find this story or one shot idk anymore. Warnings: Suicidal thoughts suicide attempts(or just suicide) Self harm Gore? (A bit) Blood. (A LOT) Angst Also btw I'm a very new fan and was a fan when ii2 finale came out so if I accidentally misgender some objects PLEASE TELL ME NICELY AND NOT DOX ME! if you don't like popbot and fantube its ok just read a different story. Remember you are not alone,it's ok to feel this way.you aren't a burden. People care about you. Their lives won't be the same if you aren't there. It's ok to feel sad. You can tell someone. It won't destroy them.