In which Tommyinnit goes through the hardships of balancing school, his twitch and YouTube schedule and the sufferings of an eating disorder. What happens when his mind talks louder than the encouraging words of his friends?

Tommy stopped caring a long time ago. He stopped hoping for somehting better, because there was nothing better for him. So he lives, because he refuses to die, and for no other reason. He refuses to be the kid who lost to the foster system. So he fights, just simply to live. He stopped caring so long ago. So here he is. Relying on nothing and no one, and certainly not hope, but refusing to die. He knows it will never get better, but he doesn't have the energy to bother caring. He knows Dream is not better, but he tells Puffy he will be fine, because he will be. He has to be. MAIN TWs: Su!cide, Blood, SH, @buse, de@th, alcohol/drugs, anxiety, depression, and more Please read the trigger warnings before each chapter, but these ones will be spread throughout it, if you don't feel comfortable reading about these things, please don't! Make sure you are in a safe state before reading this. ⚠️Coverpage art is not mine!⚠️ please credit the creator if you know who they are! Thank you! ❗️unless clearly stated that they are romantic partners (eg. Sally and Wilbur), its platonic❗️ Discord server to talk about this fic: https://discord.gg/VTpwj6DqeF

Tommy's made it to the Olympics for figure skating- he's the youngest contestant on the ice and he's the favor for the gold. He's supposed to be living the dream. So why is he still so unhappy? And why do all these hockey players and snowboarders care so much about him? - NOT MY STORY. OG IS BY @Drhair76 ON AO3

this is not my story all rights go to yellowleader on AO3 Magic always comes with a price, which is why superpowers are the best evolution since bipedalism, and of all powers, healing is one of the rarest- and thus, healers are quickly stolen away by heroes the moment their powers are discovered. Which is why the SBI, semi-immortal villains who can only die by injury, want their hands on one. So when a weird, loud, pushy teen shows up and offers to trade them a powerful healer in exchange for the smallest, simplest favor... how could they say no? Too bad this won't be as easy as they think.

REWRITING ⚠️ MENTIONS OF W!LBUR S00T ⚠️ ➸ " ʏᴏᴜ ʀᴇᴀʟʟʏ ʀᴇᴀʟʟʏ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴍᴇ ? " ➸ " ɪ ʀᴇᴀʟʟʏ ʀᴇᴀʟʟʏ ʟɪᴋᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛᴏᴍᴍʏ " ➸ " ʏᴏᴜ ʟɪᴋᴇ .. ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴍᴇ ? ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ɪɴ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴍᴇ .? " ➸ " ɪ ᴀᴍ ɪɴ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜ ʏᴏᴜ , ɪ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ʏᴏᴜ " ➸ " ɪ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ʏᴏᴜ .. ɴᴏᴛ ! " ➸ " ᴡʜᴀᴛ ..? " ➸ " ɪ'ᴍ ᴋɪᴅᴅɪɴɢ , ɪ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛᴏᴏ ɪᴅɪᴏᴛ " for rewrite: 🟢 = rewrite complete 🔴 = working on rewrite 🔵 = added chapter ( never seen before chapter )

"This feeling almost feels like hate, but I know I don't hate him. So, what is this?" -----| BTW THE ART IS NOT MINE BUT I COULDNT FIND WHO MADE IT SORRY - - - | I Don't know why I am posting this or making it. I understand the DSMP fandom is kind of dead, but I still like it and I am bored. If Tommy or Purpled are uncomfortable with this let me know and I will delete this story immediately. Also, I do not ship the CC only the characters.

This story has Tommyinnit, Philza, Technoblade and Wilbur as the main characters. THIS IS NOT MINE! THIS IS Thcscus (blujamas)'s WORK! GO AND SUPPORT HER!!!

Tubbo falls in love with Tommy and Tommy puts up with him

TRIGGER WARNING: This book will contain graphic depictions of - Self Harm - Suicide - Violence - Abuse - Sexual Assault / Rape I know it's tempting to skip trigger warnings, but please don't read unless you're in the right mindset <3

TW's || ED's || Anxiety/panic attacks || Underaged smoking and drinking || Abuse || SA || Mental Disorders|| drug abuse|| SH|| Swearing|| Alcohol usage and abuse|| Number 2 in #Wilburagnst July 24 2023 Number 1 in #SBI september 10 2023