Bossy, bratty, Heather meets Gerard Way of My Chemical Romance... And in the moment of an adrenaline rush she saves his life. Unfortunately, she messed with the wrong people when doing so. Struggling to conquer her attitude of hatred she finds a new life with an amazing band and finds herself thinking of each member as her new family. But will they want to keep this selfish girl even if she is making an effort to change? She is unsure whether to rely on her instincts and try to conform them into loving her back or to try a new approach... Kindness?

Life, no one said it was going to be easy. But what if you had everything going against you? This is my story and experiences of struggles with things from the loss of my father to a disfunctional family, to drugs, and a mental illness, to just being a teen. She fights to figure out who she is day by day, will she overcome the weight of the world on her shoulders? Hello, everyone and anyone who reads my story <3 I haven't really thought out this story yet, i'm more feeling it with my heart. But i'll tell you how this is going to go so you don't get lost. I wrote chapters of how my insane journey has started, now i'm going to be writing about my daily life, moments, and thoughts. I will also create chapters of some of my difficult, crazy past as we go through, and i will most probably be adding a lot of poems in there too! I hope someone could relate and not feel so crazy anymore. Enjoy :)

I thought my life was pretty good. I lived in California, had the perfect boyfriend, and acceptable grades and the best friend a girl could ever have. My name is Annabelle Frost,I'm 17, a Senior and my dream school is UCSB. Only thing is, my family is broken up and Mom's new boyfriend wants to move away. Now I have to adjust to a new school, a new life, and mom's boyfriend's odd stares. I'm mortified about leaving my home,the only place I've known and I can only hope that this new life won't change me. Things are happening too, and for now it's better to keep it all a secret.

Eliana moves with her mom after the divorce with her dad and with her she carries a child of Nixon, a guitar player of a band that is becoming famous but she doesnt know if she should tell him. Meanwhile she is befriending William a guy who becomes her bestfriend and believes she should tell the father about the baby that is soon to come.

I never meant to kill anyone. But she had crossed the line, and with me you never cross the line and get away with it. So I suppose you want to know what happened? I Ivy Zabola, promise to tell the truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth. So. Help. Me. God.