John Laurens wish he could say that he loved Peggy. After all, they have been a pair since high school. Although he couldn't deny that he cared for the Schuyler sister, in his third year of college, a new potential number jumps into the equation, leaving a helpless John Laurens confused and breathless. ~ Alternating POVs between Alexander and John. Alex only speaks through his journal entries, and John's POV is entirely narrative. ~ REGULAR UPDATES!!!

-Adopted by @ChristyAKASpiderman- 121, better known as John Laurens, is sent on his first solo mission to capture and bring back alive subject 11. Subject 11 has something the U.S. government needs... a secret vile filled with a serum invented by subject 11, that is supposedly dangerous. When John left for his mission, he never knew what would happen next.

Alex is a single father, raising a four year old girl after the death of her mother. John's a single father, raising a two year old boy with his on and off again mother.

i wrote it in 5th grade im sorry

Alex is married to Eliza. They truly were in love in high school and quickly married at the age of nineteen. Things seemed perfect until it wasn't. Eliza changed and Alex couldn't stand it. Spending the night with his best friend, John Laurens, became an easy escape from his wife.

TGESE ARE SHIT READ AT UR OWN RISK I realised i have a lot of ideas so here I am. Some of them could be turned into fully fledged stories later, some might not. Enjoy! These are not meant to be good, and they're all like unedited. Just a chance for me to write down my crappy thoughts. So they're all shitty but whatever. And they are definitely not n number order mkay?

[completed] it's like a goddamn tragedy because he looks at him like he put the stars in the sky and he looks at him like he's the only thing that matters but they both think that the other is looking down. [cover drawn by: @hamilsquadlamslife] [highest ranking: 156 in hamilton, 79 in Lams]

I'm a sucker for historical lams

Alexander Hamilton has not had an easy life. After his parents died, he bounced from foster home to foster home in Nevis, each one giving up on him and claiming that he was "too difficult to deal with." After being thrown out of his seventh foster home, he gets adopted by an American couple named George and Martha Washington. George and Martha are incredibly kind and willing to do anything for Alex, but Alex finds it difficult to trust them. He worries that they will become angry with him and throw him out the way the rest of his foster parents did. He finds himself growing more and more depressed and angry, and nothing the Washingtons do can make him feel better. Alex finds himself desparate for acceptance, and ends up in a tumultuous friendship with none other than John Laurens, a gay boy rebelling against his homophobic parents. Will the Washingtons give up on Alex, or will Alex finally learn to trust again.

[LAMS college AU] John Laurens, an ordinary South Carolinian college student, makes an online friend named AnotherScottishTragedy. He assumes that this boy is just like him, just an ordinary college student with an ordinary life. When John discovers that his online friend is the famous writer Alexander Hamilton, he is starstruck. He is amazed that someone as brilliant as Alexander would want to be friends with him. But when John's feelings for Alexander begin to go beyond friendship, things take a turn for the worst. John can't love Alex, can he? Because Alex is too good for him, isn't he?