THIS IS A CROSSPOST FROM A03!! Harry Potter was falling into an endless hole of despair and pain, both physical and psychical. After all the troubles he's overcome, he was still not living peacefully. He had to face more and more dangers by the year. Soon, he'd finally give up and he knew it well. TW: Suicidal toughts, mentions of suicide, suicide attempt(s), self harm, r@pe, graphic mentions of abuse etc. IF YOU GET TRIGGERED EASILY, I RECOMMEND NOT READING THIS STORY!