Todd is watching helplessly as Neil is carted away after the play, when he is visited by three strange spirits. Each spirit reveals to him a different aspect of his story, and the gives Todd one last chance to save Neil. But will he be able to do it? Or will he learn a lesson in preventing the inevitable?(A Christmas Carol knockoff, happy holidays)

"Do you remember that first class with Keating? When he showed us those pictures...I just keep thinking about how, when we leave this place, they won't even have a photo of Neil. So when I graduate, he's gone. It's like he never even existed at all. And they won't even have his stupid graduate photo." --- I wrote this as a birthday fic for Todd. So much angst, a bittersweet ending, and several happy moments. Enjoy!

It's hard enough for Todd to admit that he has a crush on a boy, let alone his best friend and roommate. When they kiss, their relationship seems to be an open-shut case, the feelings seem to be mutual. But things begin to get complicated when Neil starts hanging around with Heather. What will happen with the relationship between the two boys? And, more instantly, what will happen after Neil's dad finds his diary...?

The plan for this is basically a ridiculously sad Anderperry (Todd Anderson x Neil Perry) fic. So yeah, don't read at a family dinner if you don't want to sob.

ideas i have bc im super bad at writing full stories 😔😔 warning : su!cide , homophobia , kissing , mention of gvn

In which a boy falls for his roommate and a secret admirer, not knowing what will happen next. (anderperry, of course.)

゜✩・.・✯・゜𝐍𝐎𝐓 𝐒𝐎 𝐃𝐄𝐀𝐃 𝐏𝐎𝐄𝐓𝐒 𝐆𝐂 ❝ i want to love a boy the way i love the ocean wish i was not afraid of all i have that's broken i know i must behave to contain all my emotion ❞ ━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━ when 7 teenage boys make a group chat to survive yet another year at welton academy, chaos will ensue. a dead poets society au taking place in 2020 (if covid didn't exist). this fanfic is very much gay, so if you're homophobic like neil's and cameron's parents, please educate yourself and yeet yourself outta here. we don't want you. beware of clear *gen-z vibes* + fandom references that I am either very familiar with or are obviously inaccurate (poetry). this story is inspired by " doriians" on ao3, so you should check that out! please comment on a specific chapter if you happen to read this one and the one by doriians and notice that i accidentally stole an idea. also, i love receiving comments! they make my day and i tend to update it more often if you let me know you like them! ━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━ ❝ like a hidden cave i am always open i hold the space you made i'm empty but still hoping i have a feeling a terrible fear encroaching ❞ {DEAD POETS SOCIETY} © focusonthefuture (tara) - 2021 -discontinued- ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ...

COMPLETED "To be without you is no longer a life, it is a void, absent of any meaning." Neil Perry attempted to make his pain and suffering end but wasn't successful. His father's words pounding in his head after recovery. Neil hasn't escaped him yet. However his father did listen to one request, letting him attend Welton once again. Now he has to navigate his school once again but now he came to the realization that he thinks of Todd as more than a friend. Will he succeed? The story takes place after the events of the movie but Neil survived. A Neil x Todd fic.