"We've been best friends for fourteen years. Did you really think I wouldn't notice? I can see it... in your eyes. Your smile never reaches your eyes." -- When Aspen Ace falls, he falls hard. It's a gradual descent that happens so naturally, Aspen doesn't even recognize anything's changed until he's already neck-deep in an unrequited love for his best friend, Rafe Alvarez. Nervous and insecure, Aspen brings this new revelation to the person he trusts most-his older brother, Alex. He doesn't expect to be met with unconditional acceptance, but the reaction he receives is nightmare fodder. Regret barely scratches the surface of Aspen's emotions when his brother decides to blackmail him, but with no other option, Aspen learns to survive. Aspen can deal with the abuse as long as Alex keeps his sexuality a secret. He'll just wait it out. Aspen will graduate high school with a baseball scholarship and get the hell out of his conservative hometown... if he can endure. But he can't, and Aspen's suddenly fighting not only his brother, but the all-consuming monster in his head.

Trigger warning; This book contains physical violence, homophobia, some transphobia and strong language When Ashton runs into some trouble and ends up being helped by his best friends twin brother, he starts feeling things for the boy. What will he do with these feelings and how will his life affect them? What will a teen boy do to survive high school and his own emotions.

[being edited] Reid's life was simple. Goes to a small town high school, hangs out with his group of friends, keeps up his grades, and goes to church every Sunday. He'll do anything to keep his parents proud of him. That all changes when Reid meets a boy at a high school party. Grayson Clarke. He also happened to wake up half naked with Grayson in bed with him the next morning. Luckily, Reid will never have to see Grayson again and he can forget all about his scandalous night. At least that's what Reid thought before he found out Grayson was the new student at their school. Though Reid tries to suppress his feelings for Grayson, it just might be out of his control. *Cover art is not mine, it's from Pinterest lol* Best Rankings: #1 Comingoutofthecloset #3 Comingofage #4 teenromance #7 LGBT+ #9 boyfriend #10 bxb #10 daddyissues ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Warning: This book is boyxboy meaning the main characters are gay and will be doing gay things! If you do not like that, don't read it.

It had been two years since "IT" had happened, the losers were now all 15 and ever since the events, Eddie and Richie had been inseparable. Eddie almost dying had been an awakening for Richie, he realised he could not lose Eddie, Eddie meant the world to him, he had always questioned the way he was attracted to Eddie before, and his sexuality too. It was all so confusing for both of them but since they had killed pennywise in Neibolt their friendship grew into something much much more. [this is my first story ahhhh]

tw; abuse, alcohol mentions, drug use, sh, suicidal thoughts mentions, angst, sad topics reddie fanfic <3

"we were just friends that spoke like lovers, and that seemed to be enough for two teenagers who were scared to love eachother" started: 11/25/20 finished: 1/17/21

"There's not much of a reason for me to stay here. Besides the fact that you're here, Eds."

Elijah is surviving though the last year of high school the only way he knows how. By working hard, hiding his obsessive compulsive disorder, and keeping social interaction to a minimum. His plan was working until a certain Ryan Stone, the most feared boy in school, decides he needs Elijah's help to pass his English class. As they get to know more about one another, an unlikely friendship develops and feelings start to emerge that neither were prepared for. Indifference may have been the theme of the English project that brought them together, but it also might very well be the thing that tears them apart too.

"i love you." "what was that for ed's?" "can't a guy tell his boyfriend he loves him." -all lower case letters-