your soulmate died in an accident two years ago. you remember how all of the color faded from your vision just as quickly his life had faded from his body, and you swore that you would never love again-what was the point? you'd already loved and lost your one and only. but then, quite coincidentally on the second anniversary of your one true love's death, you meet an awkward man named jay who's in the same situation as you, and much to your surprise, you begin to see in shades of blue rather than just gray-but only blue. PAIRING | jay x gn!reader CAST | jay park, jake sim (mentioned), park sunghoon, shin yuna, choi yeonjun WC | 10.1k GENRE | angst, closure, non-idol!au, soulmate!au, grief, platonic love, open ending WARNINGS | death, mentions of unhealthy coping mechanisms, explicit language, excessive alcohol consumption, crying, mentions of funerals and cemeteries

Among the darkness that haunted him and almost consumed him for the second time in his life, his ray of sunshine breaks through and saves him from drowning.

When Desmond Mellow transfers to an elite all-boys high school, he immediately gets a bad impression of his new deskmate, Ivan Moonrich. Gorgeous, mysterious, and menacing, Ivan is exactly what Desmond doesn't need in his life - or so he thinks... ***** After causing trouble in his previous high school, Desmond is struggling to adapt to his new environment at Ivory High and to stop living in the shadow of his perfect older brother. As usual, trouble follows Desmond wherever he goes and nothing is going well. To make matters worse, he seems to have attracted the attention of The Class Prince, aka the infamous Ivan Moonrich. But despite their rocky start, Desmond begins to grow feelings for Ivan, discovering a new side of his identity that he never thought to experience. [[word count: 50,000 - 60,000]] Cover designed by Joe Resch

All characters from the original series (other than the ones i add in) belong to Holly Jackson. "..." is no way to end a trilogy as much as I love her as an author. I have enough time on my hands to be so bored that I'm writing this. Pip finally gets the message from Ravi she's been waiting for for so long. She's so excited to see him again, emotions pounding in her chest like six gunshots. Six fireworks, Pip preferred to say. But has Ravi waited for her all this time? Is Fairview (or I forgot what its called in the UK version) the same? Is there someone new in town that may have it out for Pip?