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Once in a Lifetime {BxB English} by Iris_Hayley
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They say you only fall in love once. For Ody and Mano, that once changed everything. In a world where love isn't always safe, and pain comes hand-in-hand with desire, two straight boys find each other in the middle of grief, trauma, and secrets that refuse to stay buried. Mano doesn't do vulnerability. Aggressive, tattooed, cold, and impossible to like, he plays the villain on purpose, because being hated is safer than being seen... and losing someone again would destroy him. Ody can't help but care. Bright, extroverted, charming and painfully sincere, he's the kind of boy who notices when you're hurting, even when you pretend you're not. He remembers your birthday, offers you the last slice, and apologizes even when it's not his fault. When their lives collide, nothing about them makes sense, except the way they keep gravitating toward each other. Sparks fly, but so do secrets, buried trauma, and a love neither of them is ready for. One of them hides behind silence. The other hides behind smiles. Together, they're wildfire. But not all fires survive the storm. The forbidden love between a broken boy and a lost one. A bond that refuses to break, even as the world tries to tear them apart. πŸ–€COMPLETEDπŸ–€ ! Warning : contains mature content and very dark themes including bullying, violence, strong language, explicit sexual scenes. Intended for readers 18 years and older. #1 bxb / 1,5k. stories #1 lgbt / 1,5k. stories #1 bl / 1,5k. stories #1 boyxboy / 1,5k. stories
The hunted by authorlisei31
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The dark is thrilling and I try to run away from it but he doesn't let me. He is obsessed with me and doesn't like the idea that I'm trying to push him away. I push him away till he snaps... TW: -stalking -sexual content -obsessive character -kidnapping (a bit Stockholm syndrom) -swear words -mental issues -drug abuse -light sexual abuse
π‹πšπ€πžπ¬π’ππž 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆, 𝐏𝐨π₯𝐲 𝐁𝐋 by Dxrk_Luxury
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"What if we die?" "I'll protect you guys with my life." ~~~~~~ * ~~~~~~ Starting off as enemies and being in the camp directors office within a day for fighting, they are forced to do chores for the camp. Their flames for each other's are quickly extinguished once Milo is given a harsh punishment for Damien and Caleb's fight. The three quickly get along, and becomes close friends. As quickly as they become friends, problems arise, along with feelings. The three try to solve the mystery of who is after Milo and Caleb's lives, and why. Within the mist of that chaos they find a relationship. Can they keep each other safe, or will it be to late? __________ This isn't the best, but it's definitely better than my first book. Once again I thank you guys for reading that book, it took me too damn long to complete. π•Šπ•₯𝕒𝕣π•₯𝕖𝕕 (05/17/24) π”Όπ•Ÿπ••π•–π•• (07/28/24)
π‘π¨π¨π¦πšπ­πžπ¬ 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆, 𝐏𝐨π₯𝐲 𝐁𝐋 by Dxrk_Luxury
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"I don't want you guys to leave again." "We're not." ~~~~~~ * ~~~~~~ The three of them, once separate years ago, now are reunited in college. Things are different this time, but what isn't different are their feelings from each other. They are now roommates, but Damien and Caleb are in long term relationships, and Milo refuses to like them again because of the heartbreaking he went through. As time goes on, their feelings bubble back up for each other and those long term relationships are broken off for a new yet old relationship to form again. But was breaking off those long term relationships good for an old short term relationships they previously had at camp many years ago? _________ π•Šπ•₯𝕒𝕣π•₯𝕖𝕕 (07/28/24) π”Όπ•Ÿπ••π•–π•• (11/15/24)
Bruises in blooms (BΓ—B) by kalon_04
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Eli Parker keeps his head down - at school, he's bullied; at home, he's broken. His father-abusive and an alcoholic. His only escape is the sketchbook he never lets go. Then Rafe Torres shows up. The new kid with a bad reputation and a quiet heart. His aunt isn't much around to care what he does and doesn't. He sees Eli , really sees him - and offers something Eli's never had: safety....and maybe love As their bond grows in silence , Eli begins to wonder if there's more to life than just surviving. But love can't always save you. Not from everything.
CRUEL SALVATION by ellsyr
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Waylon stopped speaking after the night that changed everything. Silence became the only way he knew how to survive. At a school ruled by a powerful secret society, silence makes him a target. Whispers follow him everywhere, reminding him that everyone knows the secret he tried to bury. The only person who seems to understand his silence is the one person he should hate. Yulien Blander. His enemy. In a world built on secrets and betrayal, Waylon might discover that the person he fears most is the only one who can save him.
π’π“π€π‘ππŽπ˜ ⋆ BL by minnarizz
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❝Theo didn't plan on spending his summer at a boxing gym. He didn't plan on any of it, really - the job, the bullshit he accidentally stumbled into, or the guy who made it very clear, in no uncertain terms, that stumbling in his world was not going to be tolerated. Silas Crowe is not what Theo expected. Then again, Theo's not sure what he expected - the rumors never quite agreed on the details. What he does know is that Silas is difficult, and cold, and takes up more space than any one person reasonably should. And that for some reason Theo can't entirely explain, he can't stop looking. βΈ» π’π“π€π‘ππŽπ˜ ⋆ i'm a motherfuckin' starboy❞
𝒯𝒽𝑒 π’Ÿπ‘œπ“ƒ'π“ˆ πΉπ‘œπ“‡π’·π’Ύπ’Ήπ’Ήπ‘’π“ƒ π΅π‘œπ“Ž | MM by RxckstarL0v3r
RxckstarL0v3r
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ᴋᴀᴅᴇɴ never once thought he would fall in love with his best friend's father. He met Gabriel at his lowest, when bleeding from abandonment, raised by addiction and starving for safety. What began as comfort turned into something he didn't have words for, something he tried to ignore and failed to escape. Ι’α΄€Κ™Κ€Ιͺα΄‡ΚŸ α΄„α΄κœ±α΄›α΄€ never once thought he would fall in-love with his daughter's best friend. Forty, tattooed and carved from iron and violence, he saw Kaden the night he stumbled black-out drunk into his bed. A mistake Kaden fled from. A memory he buried and a sin neither of them spoke of. Until now. At Gabriel's daughter's twenty-first birthday party, Kaden finds himself under Gabriel's watch. Surrounded by mafia kings, and secrets, he drinks out of spite... only to catch the eye of someone who looks exactly like him. Someone who vanishes before Kaden can ask a single question. As Kaden spirals deeper into alcohol and danger, Gabriel pulls him away from every risk, every stranger, every dare, every chance at forgetting, with a possessiveness he can't explain and Kaden can't resist. But the truth is darker than either of them knows. Because Kaden's past isn't lost. It's hidden. And the man who saved him from one disaster, may be the one dragging him toward another. MM | Dark Romance | Mafia | Age Gap | Long-Lost-Brother #1 in mxm - 05/01/26 #7 in Possessive - 06/01/26 #2 in longlostbrother - 07/01/26 #3 in lgbtlove - 18/01/26 #3 in gayromance - 31/03/26 #4 in bxblove - 10/04/26 A/N: This is very fast paced x
Look At Me by Reddwritessmut
Reddwritessmut
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Jisung has been love with his best friend forever but fears it's one sided and doesn't want to ruin their friendship. He is desperate to have him but his anxiety keeps him from confessing his attraction. Minho has wanted Jisung since they met. He is adorable, sexy and talented and though he acts aloof, he's desperate to be with him. One moment changes everything and they quickly become each other's anchors. Together they can face anything- or anyone who tries to get between them. *Original cover art by p.s.stay Please follow on Instagram @p.s.stay Rankings of Note: #3 Minsung February 18th 2024 #2 Minsung April 30th 2024 #5 wattpadprize14 June 2nd 2024 #9 wattpadprize14 July 20th 2024 #10 wattpadprize14 July 21st 2024 #12 gayfiction July 21st 2024 #9 wattpadprize14 July 26th 2024 #2 kpop July 29th 2024 #6 wattpadprize14- April 2nd 2025 #9 wattpadprize April 4th 2025 #10 wattpadprize14 April 18th 2025 love, angst, spice, smut, BL, bad language and mentions of mental health issues.
Say Nothing, Breath Nothing | bxb by mythoughtsdevour
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A conditioning camp in the northern Wisconsin wilderness was supposed to break them down and rebuild them stronger. Instead, it exposes everything they've been trying to survive. JoaquΓ­n Torres is a volatile, sleep-deprived boxer with a temper as sharp as his punches and a deep hatred for the rich athletes of Mere Mendota University. He doesn't hide his anger. He weaponizes it. Arden Hall is a mute soccer player from Mere Mendota, gentle where JoaquΓ­n is brutal, carrying a trauma that stole his voice and an obsession with the person who caused it. He knows he should let go. He doesn't. Thrown together at a camp built on rivalry, control, and endurance, the two find themselves circling each other pulled by resentment, curiosity, and something far more dangerous. Some bonds heal. Others destroy.