Yolo never expected his heart to betray him- least of all for Trever, the guy he loved pissing off, the presence he keeps pretending he isn't desperate to feel again. A basketball varsity player and an architecture student, Yolo always believed his life was simple, predictable, and straight. But growing apart didn't make the feelings disappear. If anything, the distance only made every accidental eye contact sharper, every avoided conversation heavier, every unspoken word louder. And worst of all, Trever's attention is already leaning toward someone else- leaving Yolo with nothing but the ghost of what they used to be. Now Yolo is caught in the cruel tension between wanting and pretending, torn between the safety of denial and the ache that refuses to quiet down. How do you let go of a feeling you were never supposed to have- especially when it's for the one person you never stopped looking for? book cover by sereighn arts

Nicholai is stubborn, prideful, and absolutely not in love with his husband-no matter what his racing heart says. Their marriage was just for convenience, a mere contract, and he refuses to be another lovestruck fool. But his professor-turned-husband, Alexander, is patient, persistent, and dangerously charming. Too bad his husband is making it really, really hard for him to resist. He swears he doesn't love him. But if that's true... why does it feel like he's already losing? A slow-burn, tension-filled BL romance between a stubborn student and the professor who knows exactly how to make him melt.

To him who shines the most, I offer my heart.