a story wherein Jay doesn't know the odds of being loved back "What should I do to make you mine?"

❝𝗬𝗼𝘂 𝗺𝗶𝗴𝗵𝘁 𝗻𝗼𝘁 𝗯𝗲 𝗺𝘆 𝗹𝗶𝗳𝗲𝘁𝗶𝗺𝗲 𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗹𝗶𝘁𝘆 𝗯𝘂𝘁 𝘆𝗼𝘂'𝗿𝗲 𝗺𝘆 𝗳𝗮𝘃𝗼𝘂𝗿𝗶𝘁𝗲 𝗺𝗲𝗺𝗼𝗿𝘆.❞ 𝖲𝗎𝗇𝗀𝗁𝗈𝗈𝗇 𝗋𝖾𝖼𝖾𝗂𝗏𝖾𝗌 𝖺𝗇 𝖾𝗆𝖺𝗂𝗅 𝖿𝗋𝗈𝗆 𝗁𝗂𝗌 𝖾𝗑, 𝖯𝖺𝗋𝗄 𝖩𝗈𝗇𝗀𝗌𝖾𝗈𝗇𝗀 𝖺𝖿𝗍𝖾𝗋 𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗒 𝖼𝗎𝗍 𝗈𝖿𝖿 𝗍𝗂𝖾𝗌 𝖿𝗂𝗏𝖾 𝗒𝖾𝖺𝗋𝗌 𝖺𝗀𝗈.

Jayhoon time travel-ish historical fic; wherein Jay has been experiencing real-like dreams about events that are supposedly came from his past life. But that's not the issue, the real problem that has been bugging him is, the eerily real-life episodes also consisted of real-life peoples that he has known now. To make it worse, it often includes him and his best friend, Park Sunghoon, in disturbing positions and situations of his likings. At first Jay just shrugged it off, treating it as a mere coincidence, but as it evolves to a far more heavily drama like, heart wrenching love story, Jay knows that it's not dreams anymore. "We must stop this. I don't want anyone to be hurt anymore." "But we've come this far, we can't stop now. I can't afford to lose all this. I can't afford to lose you." "I'd rather sacrifice myself if that can make you happy, make everyone happy. Thank you for every single thing, for every single ounce of happiness that you have given me. We may not be able to be together in this life but I'm certain we will meet again in our next life. See you in the next life, my love." "Tell me how can I be happy when my happiness is you?" "You're my home. I'm home."

Sunghoon couldn't believe his ears. After months of asking for a break, they were finally being granted the chance to go on one? There was a catch, of course. There always was. Instead of the seven of them going on a trip together off camera, they had been signed up for a program that would send them on individual vacations they would be required to film. So Sunghoon would be alone in his adventures then. Because of course he would be, there's absolutely no way anyone would happen to pick the same place as him, right? In the whole wide world? There was no chance. ...right? (Or, Jay and Sunghoon together in Italy, getting lost in the romantics of it all.) ⚠️⚠️- 𝗶'𝗺 𝗻𝗼𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗼𝘄𝗻𝗲𝗿 𝗼𝗳 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝘀𝘁𝗼𝗿𝘆.𝗜 𝗳𝗼𝘂𝗻𝗱 𝗶𝘁 𝗼𝗻 𝗮 𝘄𝗲𝗯𝘀𝗶𝘁𝗲.𝗜 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝘀𝘁𝗼𝗿𝘆 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁'𝘀 𝘄𝗵𝘆 𝗜 𝘄𝗮𝗻𝘁𝗲𝗱 𝘁𝗼 𝘀𝗵𝗮𝗿𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗺𝗮𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗿𝗽𝗶𝗲𝗰𝗲 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝘆𝗼𝘂.𝗜 𝗵𝗼𝗽𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗮𝗹𝗹 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝘀𝘁𝗼𝗿𝘆

"...you must be jangmi's father." [ Jayhoon ] Side ships: Heejake Sunwon : bottom jay, top sunghoon. mention of violence and rape started, January 2023

The season 2 of Jangmi. Please read J.a.n.g.m.i. before reading this. "...you must be Jangmi's father." [Jayhoon] Side ships: Heejake Sunwon ;bottom jay, top sunghoon. mention of violence and rape. Started, january 2023.

For only a moment Sunghoon feels the urge to kiss Jay. At first they're fleeting emotions, but before he knows it the feeling becomes stronger the more time he spends with Jay. There's SunWon if you squint hard enough I might come back to edit it every once in a while This is the original story of JayHoon before "7 Months". If you're reading each story as the trilogy then "Anything For You" goes first, this is second and then you can read "7 Months"

Jay chooses to learn the chinese language 'Mandarin' out of the blue. He gives no clear answer to the confused members. Jay likes to be prepared for it all and learns quickly. He begins to use it when he doesn't want to directly speak to members, everyone adjusts to it quickly except for one person. Sunghoon. Who for one notices Jay speaks the language a lot near him and to tease him too. Sunghoon swears his curiousity will kill him when he asks what Jay tells him, all Jay says is "You'll just have to learn the language." Ni-Ki learns it as a competitive sport against Jay to prove his point against the pocketz who doubt him. He lives to regret it after hearing Jay's constant flirting towards an oblivious Sunghoon. Features SunWon as a couple but you could probably skim by it if you'd like. Updates every JayHoon day for fun 😗

"a monster is someone who is a curse to his own kind."

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