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THE THINGS WE KEEP by stephenatmidnight
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Wychcombe is the sort of place where nothing happens. A scattering of old houses tucked into the East Sussex countryside. A flint church. One pub. Narrow lanes swallowed by hedgerows. Woods that seem larger after dark. The distant promise of the coast. And everybody knows everybody. Eighteen-year-old Eli Mercer has spent his whole life being good. The preacher's son. The helpful boy. The one who never causes trouble, never argues too loudly and has become very good at wanting whatever makes everybody else happy. Then Jonah Vale comes home. Nineteen, sharp-witted and carrying the surname behind one of Wychcombe's favourite unfinished conversations, Jonah has been gone for years. Nobody seems particularly pleased to see a Vale living in the old house beyond the woods again. Eli is fascinated by him. Jonah asks questions nobody else does. What music does Eli actually like? Where would he go if he could leave tomorrow? What would he choose if nobody could be disappointed? And why does Eli apologise for everything? One walk becomes another. Then midnight drives. Terrible cups of tea. Secret kisses. The sea after dark. For the first time, Eli begins imagining a life beyond the church bells and familiar lanes of Wychcombe. University. Freedom. Being openly gay. Growing into somebody he has not met yet. And perhaps having Jonah beside him while he does. But Jonah knows better than most that people change. People leave. Things disappear. And some losses create spaces nothing else can ever quite fill. In the summer of 1998, two boys fall desperately in love. And somewhere between wanting someone beside you and needing them never to leave, love can become something neither of them recognises. Because there are things we remember. Things we lose. And things we try far too hard to keep.
HOWEVER YOU FIND ME. by stephenatmidnight
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Alex Marlowe has never understood why everyone else needs them to choose. Boy. Girl. One or the other. As if seventeen years of being Alex can somehow be reduced to whichever body looks back from the mirror that morning. Alex can physically shift between male and female forms at will. Both are real. Both are theirs. And unfortunately, everyone seems to have an opinion about what that means. Then Jamie Calder crashes into them. Literally. There is coffee involved. Jamie is new, chaotic, incapable of shutting up, and apparently determined to become Alex's problem. He asks stupid questions. Makes worse jokes. Steals Alex's clothes. And somehow becomes the first person in a very long time who doesn't seem interested in deciding which Alex he likes better. Because to Jamie, there has only ever been one. What begins as an inconvenient collision becomes friendship. Friendship becomes something considerably more dangerous. And Alex is about to discover that being truly known doesn't always mean being asked to choose. Sometimes, someone simply looks at you and says: There you are.
THE BOY THEY COULD'T NAME. by stephenatmidnight
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Everyone thinks they know Sil Beaumont. The newspapers know his surname. The internet knows the headlines. The courts know the law. But almost nobody knows the boy. Between caring for the horses on his family's centuries-old estate, surviving sixth form, and accidentally falling hopelessly in love with another boy, Sil is simply trying to build the future he's always dreamed of. Then one story changes everything. Suddenly strangers are deciding who he should be, what he should inherit, and whether they have the right to define a life that has never belonged to them. As the world grows louder, Sil must decide whose voice deserves to matter. Because sometimes the bravest thing a person can do... ...is refuse to let anyone else write their name.