Connor Johnson seems like an ordinary boy on the outside, but on the inside he's plagued by depression, an eating disorder and complex anxiety. So what happens when he finally hits the end of the line and is forcibly sent to a home for troubled boys? Where love runs rampant in the air and tensions soar as high as the clouds. TW's (these will not be included at the start of chapters so take this as a final warning) Anorexia & Eating Disorder Self Harm Drug Abuse Abuse Smut PTSD Hallucinations/Schizophrenia Suicidal Thoughts & Ideation Hospitals Anxiety Slow Burn This story is NOT promoting, encouraging, romanticising or glorifying topics such as abuse, suicide, self harm, disordered eating, sexual abuse/misconduct or anything like that, it is just showing what the affects of it can be like especially for LGBT+ young people. Please be respectful in the comments and if anyone is struggling do reach out for support!

16 year old Grant Carpenter, is a closet gay. He's so far back in the closet he might as well be in Narnia. He's found no interest in any of the guys at his school...until a super cute new guy named Cale Smith arrives. Grant finds himself getting feelings for Cale. But does Cale like him back? And has Grant finally found an interest in someone. Read to find out. Suck at descriptions, still. But you should read. This could be totally interesting.....yea. ~~~ Hey it's Zero here just saying that I wrote this story back in 2014 so I was 13 going on 14 at the time so I know my writing was shitty and I was just getting started and I wasn't that educated on LGBT so please don't leave negative comments about my writing in this as my writing has definitely improved as I've noticed my mistakes from way back then. It's annoying. Like damn I was 13 what do you want me to do? Anyways, enjoy the book.

"Ethan." Aiden pauses. "I want you." He softly bites my ear. "I want to kiss you more than you will ever know." Trying to avoid the daily beatings of the school bully can be challenging. But what happens if the schools bully has a crush on you?

"You should..." "I should what?" Leo asked softly as he looked into Milan's eyes. Leo traced Milan's jawline with his finger, before moving it down his neck, making the other visibly shiver. "Do the math worksheet," Milan finished his sentence. ~~~ When Leo is failing school, and is forced to join the Mathletes- his life turns around as he meets the uptight and ideal student, Milan Seong. With Leo's tendency to be just a little too careless, and Milan's strive for perfectionism- will they be a recipe for chaos? Or will it be the start of something beautiful? ~~~ [bxb] [contains sexual content] [This is a FREE book with paid exclusive chapters.]