"I like you onyx! I LIKE YOU A LOT!" I say tearing up. His mouth drops but no words come out. "Every moment wit you feels euphoric onyx. I don't wanna hide being wit you or just being yo baby mom, I want to be the girl you can love with no fears. I wanna be your girlfriend or your future wife!" I say standing up facing away from him. "I- I really do like you Lani more than you'll ever know it's just I'm not good for you, i don't wanna break your heart because I can't love correctly" I feel him grab my arm and turn me around, his face full of sadness and pain. "I do have feelings for you, I do wanna love again but I can't" he says and a tear falls down his face breaking my heart. "Just try with me, we can take it day by day" I flash him a small smile. "You promise?" He asks and I nod holding his hand. "I promise, I got your back Jabari. always" I say and he starts to tear up for the first time ever and it made me cry too. I pull him into a hug wrapping my arms around his neck as he wraps his hands around my waist leaving some room for my baby bump so that I could feel comfortable. #1 Black love book #1 Atlanta book 1/28/2025 - 2/6/2025 #1 babymama book 2/28/2025 - 3/15/2025 #2 twinbabies book #5 babydaddy book

"You want tater tots, I'm finna make some." Kamaria rubbed her stomach feeling hungry. "Why you say it like that?" "Say what, like how?" She questioned, raising her eye brows in confusion since she hadn't said anything out of the ordinary. "You say Ta-ter like Tay-Tah. Like Tayta." He kept his eyes trained on her, not missing how the corners of her mouth twitched trying not to smile. "Imma call you that now." He declared with a shrug. "Uhh no you ain't, and you could've just said you ain't want none." She shut it down waving him off. "Okay...Tayta." He smirked. --- Ever since a small child, Kamaria had always been the feisty middle child bringing life to every situation with her vibrant ways. She never took mess from any one, and was big on defending herself. Toting a big heart, she always saw the good in people, which had to be her best and worst trait wrapped in one. Known for her spirited ways, her life is turned upside down when one deadly night occurs. Changing her life for the worst. Samir was always the outgoing friend of his group. Known for his unapologetic attitude, he never had to feel like an outsider with his two bestfriends. Although the life of the party, Samir struggles to be contempt with living a normal teenage life, always finding himself in the middle of troubling situations. It wasn't until one fatal evening that changed his view on life, forever. Fast forward years later, brilliant and ambitious Kamaria finds herself struggling with her academic life as the trauma she has endured takes a toll on her every day life. Focused on securing her future life throws her in for another loop when the past she had been avoiding shows up with a bright smile on his face, crashing full force into her life. Being back in the presence of one another their worlds collide in a whirlwind of emotions and an undeniable connection between the two of them. Started; October 20th 2023 Published; October 22nd 2023 Finished; February 29th 2024

𝖨𝖿 𝗅𝗈𝗏𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝗂𝗌 𝖺 𝖼𝗋𝗂𝗆𝖾, 𝖳𝖾𝗅𝗅 𝗆𝖾 𝗐𝗁𝗒 𝖽𝗈 𝖨 𝖻𝗋𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗈𝗎𝗍 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝖻𝖾𝗌𝗍 𝗂𝗇 𝗒𝗈𝗎

just read💋

just read. you might see mookie be called "benji" or "sergio" in the first couple chapters. i was changing his name but decided against it and im too lazy right now to fix it. ⚠️ THERE IS A LOT OF SMUT, THE BOOK IS CALLED SENSUAL (sensual is defined in chapter 00 , if you don't know what it means)⚠️

"𝐼'𝓂 𝒾𝓃 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓂𝑜𝓃𝑒𝓎, 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝐼 𝓈𝓉𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊."

𝘤𝘩𝘶𝘤𝘬𝘺𝘸𝘢𝘤𝘬𝘦𝘮𝘮 𝘧𝘢𝘯𝘧𝘪𝘤

"Know it's hard to trust but we've been through to much shit, we can't give up." Risk It All On Love.