A true diary... It's about my life. My stupid shitty life. The pain and misery, loneliness and depression. In real time. Real things that happen to me and real feelings and thoughts.

Basically, these are my stories of my own life and experiences of depression. There are also some poems in here from other people or myself or just little clippings of stories. You can also message me a story you'd want others to read, and I'll post it. You could leave it anonymous or I will give them your name/dedicate it to you. Someone you should really consider looking up is @AmandaLopiccolo. I have her song lyrics in one of these chapters called Dark Enough. It's the most voted and commented chapter of this whole series. She deserves the credit for that song, not me. So really, look her up here on Wattpad and on Youtube :) She's very inspiring! I want to share these so people know they are not alone, like I have always felt. Alone. You're not.

It's basically what the title says... I write to vent, so don't expect it all to make perfect sense.

Life asked Death," Why do people love me but hate you?" Death responded," Because you are a beautiful lie and I'm a painful truth."

Poems. Death, suicide, depression, cutting, sadness, loneliness, bullying, hope, religion, love, tears, pain, joy, and more. Read if you want poems and maybe a few one-shots too. But if you want everything to have perfect rhymes, sorry. Look somewhere else. #1 in Poetry on 2/15/2015 <3

The utter most inner thoughts and feelings of one who has but no other way to express them and therefore without a pen a paper she very much may spontaneously combust in an explosion of secrets bottled up for far far too long. : )