I just, kinda... Wish you were gay. 2019 Watty's Award Winner achieved: #1 in billieeilish #1 in girlxgirl #3 in fanfiction #1 in imagines

Billie Eilish walks into a tattoo shop at 1:12 a.m. She doesn't want ink. She doesn't want pictures. She just doesn't want to be alone. Nyx Calder works nights for a reason. Silence suits her. Pain doesn't scare her. And famous girls with haunted eyes aren't her problem-until Billie keeps coming back. What starts as late-night conversations and borrowed cigarettes turns into something heavier. Something dangerous. Billie is unraveling under the weight of her own mind-depression, insomnia, intrusive thoughts she never talks about. Nyx doesn't try to save her. She just stays. Hands steady. Voice low. Presence grounding. But intimacy gets complicated when one of you belongs to the world, and the other refuses to. Still Breathing Next to You is a slow-burn, WLW story about desire, mental illness, control, and choosing to stay alive when someone finally sees you in the dark.

When the world is watching, distance is safety. When the lights go out, distance becomes impossible. At 23, Billie Eilish is at the height of her career-touring a global arena show built in the round, surrounded by thousands of fans every night. Her voice is everywhere. Her body, her space, her life-never fully her own. Roxanne is 22 and dangerously good at her job. Young, underestimated, and fiercely disciplined, she's hired as part of Billie's close protection team for the Hit Me Hard and Soft tour. She knows the rules: stay alert, stay invisible, never cross the line. From the moment they meet, something unsettles the balance. What begins as professional trust deepens into reliance-quiet glances, unspoken understanding, and the fragile safety of being truly seen. As threats escalate and pressure mounts, Roxy must decide how far protection should go when the person she's guarding becomes the one she cares about most. 🥇in #gxg and #concerts / 14 jan 2026 🥇in #lesbian and #wlw / 16 jan 2026 🥈in #eilish / 16 jan 2026

Finished April 2025! A story about the kind of unexpected connection that changes everything. Mila, a 23-year-old trying to find her place in a city that doesn't quite feel like home, embarks on a journey filled with loyalty, unspoken truths, and the messy beauty of figuring out who she is. As her world shifts around her, she learns what it truly means to show up for the people who matter most-even when everything feels uncertain.

You are just a simple tattoo artist going through the motions of a difficult time in your life. But then you just so happen to meet someone famous, someone you never thought would affect your life in this way. Billie fucking Eilish

When Serena enters a new workplace, she has one rule; stay focused- no matter what. It soon turns out to be easier said than done when she meets her new boss. Valentino is strict, the epitome of difficult and much to her dismay; unbelievably fucking hot. She's determined to ignore the attraction she feels to him for the sake of keeping her job. But what Serena doesn't know is that Valentino can't get her out of his his head. He thinks about her everywhere. He feels captivated by her. He wants her. And he hates every moment of it.

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The life I had built with her was gone, back to square one. But why did it feel so real, her touch still lingered on my skin. I had a longing desire to feel it again, but I had no idea where to look. And then I saw her again. I thought to myself, I must be dreaming. ~~~~ This book does contain mature themes, please read at your own risk.

Cora has spent months convincing herself she's over Billie. She isn't. Not even close. So when Billie reappears-different, distracted, and slowly forgetting more than she should-Cora is forced to confront a dangerous thought: if the past disappears, does that mean she gets another chance... or that she's about to make the same mistakes all over again? --- #1 startover - 05/06/26 #1 brain - 05/12/26 #1 fans - 07/03/26

Sada Anthony, is a young black girl from LA with a group friends and a loving mother. After the loss of her father and major heartbreak of her teen years, the last thing she was looking for was love. Especially if it happened to be with a straight girl. She didn't have much luck with the straight girls at her highschool, being that all they'd wanted was the opportunity to be "with a girl". Many people took advantage of her and used her sexual liberation as a way to get close to her. She was through with straight girls. Until she met one, who happens to come into her life and cause a whirlwind.