Warnings Suicidal thoughts Panic attacks Bullying Depressed thoughts when sung Hanbin the golden son , the straight A student, the "perfect" confident kid and the cousin you'll be compared to meets the anxious ,"imperfect", new kid that was seated next to him but something hanbin noticed is that zhang hao keeps writing in his top secret notebook (as he said) instead of taking the teachers notes. but so what if hanbin doesn't see zhang hao as imperfect ? how can he possibly convince the said boy that he is just enough ? would he even be able to tell him ? but the most important question is ...how did hanbin know that zhang hao hates himself ? *most chapters are only the pages of zhang hao's diary* please if you have any note on my writing style tell me to improve it I'm still new to real writing.

Gyuvin, watching Ricky: Ah yes. The mysterious and beautiful Ricky, so demure... Gyuvin: ...I wonder what sort of melodic sounds this wonderful being makes? Ricky: *screaming*

(n) finding something good without looking for it . not a ship just friends 💅 chaos cursing Texting au

𝚒𝚗𝚟𝚒𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝟾 𝚛𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚘𝚖 𝚞𝚜𝚎𝚛𝚜 𝚝𝚘 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝗞.𝘄𝗼𝗼𝗻𝗴 𝗵𝗮𝘀 𝗷𝗼𝗶𝗻𝗲𝗱 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗰𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗚𝘆𝘂𝗽𝗽𝗮𝗽𝗽𝗮 𝗵𝗮𝘀 𝗷𝗼𝗶𝗻𝗲𝗱 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗰𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗦𝘂𝗽𝗲𝗿.𝗻𝗼𝘃𝗮 𝗵𝗮𝘀 𝗷𝗼𝗶𝗻𝗲𝗱 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗰𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗖.𝘄𝗼𝗼𝗸.𝗜𝗘 𝗵𝗮𝘀 𝗷𝗼𝗶𝗻𝗲𝗱 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗰𝗵𝗮𝘁 $.𝗿𝘂𝗶 𝗵𝗮𝘀 𝗷𝗼𝗶𝗻𝗲𝗱 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗰𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗠𝗮.𝗰𝗵𝘂 𝗵𝗮𝘀 𝗷𝗼𝗶𝗻𝗲𝗱 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗰𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗵𝗼𝘄? 𝗵𝗮𝘀 𝗷𝗼𝗶𝗻𝗲𝗱 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗰𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗶𝗺𝘁𝗲𝗲𝗻𝗮𝗴𝟯𝗿 𝗵𝗮𝘀 𝗷𝗼𝗶𝗻𝗲𝗱 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗰𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝙶𝚛𝚘𝚞𝚙𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝙲𝚘𝚖𝚙𝚕𝚎𝚝𝚎 𝗻𝗶𝗻𝗲 𝗺𝗲𝗺𝗯𝗲𝗿𝘀 𝗮𝗰𝘁𝗶𝘃𝗲 𝗕𝗲𝗲𝗲𝗲𝗲𝗲𝗲𝗲𝗲𝗲𝗻 Hello...