Dear Diary, My name is Michael Clifford. I have a band with three other boys called 5 seconds of summer. I am 19 years old and I have depression. My doctor is making me write in...you...I guess because my depression is getting worse and I won't talk to people about my feelings. I better get started on why im getting worse. Calum Hood. Calum Hood is one of the members of my band. How to describe him? Only one word is needed. Perfect. The only problem with him is that he has a boyfriend named Niall. Yes, Niall from One Direction. Crap, I have to go someone just knocked on my door. Talk to you tomorrow. -The unwanted boy.

"People cry, not because they're weak it's because they've been strong for too long"

Have you ever been torn between two people, of whom you truly love, and not been able to choose? Many people have. But what if there's a third? And what if they're all your band members? Then you know how Michael Clifford feels.