Maddison lives at home with her dads and younger sister Zayden, while her older sister Joey is moved out. Billie and Mady have been lifelong best friends, they do everything together. EVERYTHING. What happens when Billie begins to develop feelings for her best friend?

lowercase intended. in this story billie has a dick. the story has mature mental (and physical) health themes. it does have trigger warnings, but still be cautious. i started writing this in my smut book so the smut comes early on. also i apologize in advance if there are mistakes because: 1. english isn't my first language. 2. all chapters are published unchecked. achieved: #1 in eilish - march 29th 2023. #1 in ynstories - april 13rd 2023. #1 in billieeilishpiratebairdoconnell - august 22nd 2023. #1 in gp - December 16th 2024.

｡･:*:･ﾟ★ "𝒾 𝓁ℴ𝓋ℯ 𝓎ℴ𝓊, 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒾 𝒹ℴ𝓃'𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝓉ℴ" lucy parker, a 16-year-old girl, who has trauma from her past relationship, finds herself falling in love with a new blue-haired girl at her school, but isn't sure where that love could lead her... trigger warnings in "welcome" . please read! ｡･:*:･ﾟ★

"She's supposed to be the love of my life not yours" Amari shouted at me tears streaming down her face "Your stuck in a fantasy she was never yours to bring with" I yelled back When you and your bestfreind go to LA for your birthday y'all meet someone who y'all would have never expected . what happens when the "love" of your bestfriends life falls in love with you instead

e•qua•nim•ity mental calmness, composure, and evenness of temper, especially in a difficult situation "yeah and your ass almost died on me" i chuckled while i pulled jayden closer to my body. "and if i did?" she asked me quietly. "i don't think i would recover" i whispered. "what am i gonna do without my soulmate?" after a horrible car accident, billie and jayden continue to grow their love for each other. billies music career grows surprisingly fast while jayden is right by her the whole way. later through the years, they realize that the both of them aren't going anywhere. not now, not ever. who knew a second chance can lead to all this? TRILOGY to "trouble" and "tranquility"

tran•quil tranquil: free from disturbance; calm "you make me feel tranquil" she whispered while tracing small patterns on my arm. "i'm not trouble anymore" i told her quietly. "all this just for you jay" maybe they were soulmates... SEQUEL to 'trouble'

"you're trouble" i whispered. "at least you're having fun, right?" billie smirked while pulling me in. i looked into her icy blue eyes and nodded my head. "good"

and this is the story of how i died twice.

Sequel to "restricted" Four years after a devastating ending, Blue is a global modeling icon and social media phenomenon. Billie, still haunted by the past, is preparing to drop her most personal album yet. Both are in new relationships But when fate unexpectedly brings them face to face again, buried feelings rise to the surface. Some connections never fade... no matter how much time has passed. But what happens when the one that got away is standing right in front of you again?

No one had ever saved her. No one had ever even seen her. she was her parents secret. Trapped. Scared. Silent. Until Billie did. And she refused to let her fall. - "i don't know what I'm doing wrong, i- i don't even know what I'm doing at all." she whispered. and then louder again, all the pain behind her ribs pouring out of her, "why are you like this? p-please! please just tell me!" Tw- mention of sh, smut, suicide if u can't handle that dont read. This story is 2019 Billie era- something's will also be from 2025 era aswell:) Billie-18 Blue-17