"I only ever feel alive with her weight in my arms and she only ever breathes when drugs fill her veins." For as long as she can remember, Raven has only ever belonged to herself. Neglectful parents, fake friends and many bullies. To deal with the fact that pain never seems to fade away, she found comfort in all sorts of drugs and fell deeply into it really quickly. They made her feel like she was never alone. After all, they're the only things that can quiet down her mind and destroy her inner wounds. When a blue haired girl walks into her life, Raven feels like a shadow. Billie is everything she isn't: stable, popular, smart and most of all, happy. Raven is a nightmare and Billie is absolutely perfect. Raven tries to ignore her feelings for Billie, pushing her away again and again. Lies, violence, disappearances... She always runs back to drugs to cope with the danger of falling for someone. Drugs can't betray her, but people can always leave. But Billie never leaves. She falls hard for Raven as her light begins to dim while she gets pulled into Raven's darkness. Loving Raven isn't gentle. It's destructive and addictive. Despite the danger, Billie can't leave, deeply obsessed. Raven chases numbness. Billie chases the despair of loving her. When Raven finally stops running away, it might be too late.

Why so sexy If so dumb? She needs new publicity. He needs positive publicity. 1+1=2, right? One little prob, they don't like eachother at all

-when a girl travels to the world cup with her best friend, simply to support her country, she runs into birmingham's finest. (social media x irl) "im sorry, do i know you?" "you dont need to know me." 1. jude bellingham (01/01/2023) 1. jobe bellingham (04/01/2023) •air any typos, grammar mishaps, or spelling mistakes. started: 18/12/2022 finished: 10/01/2023

𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐆𝐈𝐑𝐋 ──── ❝i just wanna see you shine, 'cause i know you are a stargirl!❞ 𝐈𝐍 𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐂𝐇 jude bellingham finally manages to shoot his shot with his all time celebrity crush since he was a kid. ❝ the golden boy to her stargirl ❞ 【 social media x real life 】 【 jude bellingham fanfic 】

( 𝐑𝐄-𝐖𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐓𝐄𝐍!! ) in which, she falls for her best friend jude bellingham x fem!oc

Who knew that a friendly game between the Spanish men's and women's league champions would cause all that? IN WHICH, Celine karchaoui, rising star of FC Barcelona femini, faces hatred After Real Madrid player Jude Bellingham publicly criticised her and her style of play. Or IN WHICH, Jude Bellingham shines a light on Celine's performance to cover up the football scandal he and his team came out with, unaware of the magnitude of what he has caused her to fall into. started 22/07/24. Ended 21/03/25.

Through trauma and difficulties, Davina Vàsquez finds her way into Madrid, working as a physiotherapist, where she meets an old friend who goes by the name of Jude Bellingham, the person she despises. They have at each other while she's working there, resulting in another falling out causing her to move back to England. What happens when they suddenly reunite and catch the attention of the public? Will they deny anything? (This story is set so that Jude has played for Real Madrid a longer time than in the real world, just so you keep that in mind while reading the story.) WARNING: mentions of VIOLENCE, TRAUMA, profusive LANGUAGE and use of ALCOHOL

⟡˖ ࣪⋆⭒˚.⋆ ⤷ ♯ ❝𝐈𝐍 𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐂𝐇 she falls for her childhood best friend ❞ Jude Bellingham x fem!oc Started : 15/07/24 Renamed : 20/07/24 Finished : 30/07/24 best rankings : #1 EUROS #2 BVB #1 BRUM #22 REALMADRID #1 KENZIEZIEGLER

COMPLETED 'can't change the weather,might not be forever but if it's forever, it's even better.' Sophia taylor, a womans footballer officially gets accepted in the men's teams. Now she will have to go up against her boyfriend Jude Bellingham.

TV - Billie eilish 'don't know where you are right now, did you see me on TV?' In which footballers Jude Bellingham and Isabella Perez learn to be acquaintances again after their popular fall out last year.. (as of august 29th) #3 - 10 #3 - friends to enemies #7 - Madrid #7 - Isabella #2 - Jude