“it is 11:59pm and I love you . and in a minute , when it is a new day and bits of me have been erased and i can still see the vague imprint of your face on a pillow that has taken your place , i think i may love you more than i did a whole minute before .” [ warning : tons of cussing , I mean a fucking shitload of it ] [warning : alcohol & drug use . ] [ warning : lots of sexual content ] you've been warned

" You didn't tell me it was going to be this hard . " " Oh but I didn't say it was going to be easy , but I did say we'd make it didn't I .? " " I can recall , yes . " " Than trust me , I love you . " " Do you mean it .? " " Yes and I'll say it until the day I can't produce breath from my lungs . "

Seventeen year old, Ava Kate Hill has lived an outrageous life. After the death of her younger brother Hayden, her family falls apart and they face many hard decisions. At the very lost moment when she thinks all hope is lost, she meets Kaleb and begins to think her life is turning around for the good, until tragedy strikes again and she's left picking up the broken pieces. Will things eventually get better for Ava or will she be stuck by herself, tragedy after tragedy?