All she wanted was to be was happy. She just wanted to be accepted. She wanted to be like the other girls. But would that be enough? • • • This is the diary of a young teen who encounters Ana and Mia.

This is my story of abuse, neglect, bullying, and the effect it had on me. That effect was mental illness, an eating disorder, and BPD. Eating disorders and self harm have been an addiction for me since i was around 12 or 13. I went through a few really bad things in my life and this is my story. *All names, including my own have been changed. **Edana is my pseudonym for everything related to me on the internet. As Edana is the name I give to the little voice in my head, the one who tells me not to eat, the one who tells me I'm worthless and ugly. She wants perfection, she wants me to be perfect.

Emma has struggled with anorexia as a child, and she thought she had overcome it. But after being moved to a new school where her secret surfaces she turns back into her old self. Will anyone be able to save her before she's to far gone? WARNING: May trigger, read at your own discretion.

"If you could see your demons for what they are, you'd never let them anywhere near you. " Avery Payne is completely disgusted with her body. She'll do anything to be skinny like all the other girls at school - no matter the cost. What happens when exercising becomes dieting, and dieting turns into the deadly Anorexia? Avery is about to find that Anorexia, Bulimia, Depression, Suicide, and Anxiety are demons, quite literally. What if you could see these illnesses for what they were? What would they say to you? More importantly, what would you say back? Can Avery defeat Ana, or will it claim her life? [The Fighter's Series: Book 3] Highest Rank: #4 in Short Story (A/N: It is not necessary to read the other books in order to understand this one)

"she hasn't been eating, and it's starting to worry me."

These poems express what I'm going through and how I feel about my Anorexia and how I'm surviving through it.

Quotes that may help. Stay strong. /if anyone needs someone to talk too or just have a rant feel free to DM me