"We can't keep doing this," I chuckle, my words muffled slightly against his lips. It's a laugh of disbelief, mostly at myself, because here I am again. He pulls back, his hand sliding into my hair as if that's going to magically solve anything. "Why not?" he asks, his voice low and entirely too charming for my liking. I give him a soft smile, the kind you give someone when you're about to drop a truth bomb but don't want to sound mean. "Do you really want to know?"

"we arent friends" harry says "that is all we are best friends" louis yells out "friends dont do what we do" harry screams out can they get past the hurt and anger and most importantly will they tell each other finally that they have always been in love with each other DISCLAIMER: I AM NOT A DOCTOR, LAWYER, THERAPIST OR IN LAW ENFORECEMENT SO ALTHO SOME OR MAYBE ALL CAN OR WILL MENTIONED IN THIS BOOK, ITS FICTION SO THE FACTS ARE NOT ACCURATE ** SOME CHAPTERS HAVE MENTIONS OF DOMESTIC ABUSE AND RAPE BUT I WILL MAKE SURE TO MAKE ANOTE OF IT AT THE BEGINING OF THE CHAPTER JUST TO BE CLEAR I WONT PUT IN THE PART BUT IT WILL BE SPOKEN ABOUT IT.... AS I WRITE THIS BOOK IT FELT LIKE IT NEEDED TO BE MENTIONED DONT ASK MY WHY ***** ================================================ boyxboy smut fluff bad words alot mpreg and what ever can fit in this story "UPDATES EVERY SUNDAY" i hope

Both fell hard. It's THIS kind of love. The romantic one you just know of books and movies. But here it was in real life. Harry and Louis. Louis and Harry. That was it. On the 28th of September. But what when it all falls apart? When you sit there with the pieces of your broken heart and don't know how you're ever going to mend it? ꨄ We could have been so good together We could have lived this dance forever But now, who's gonna dance with me? Please stay (Careless Whisper - George Michael) ____________________________________ TW: in the later chapters selfharm is described, I've always put a warning at the beginning. Please stay safe. Jay's death is also mentioned. I'm actually not a fan of it myself out of respect that it's bitter reality. But it was important for me to bring this into the story to make it clear how much Louis suffered over the years. But I don't want to reveal too much and wish you a lot of fun on the journey through a few years with our favourite couple. (A big thank you to my wonderful Alisa <3)

A Red, White, and Royal Blue AU where Hollywood elite, Louis Tomlinson, finds himself falling for the closeted Prince of England.

Harry's unrequited crush on Louis turns into a whirlwind summer romance, only to leave him heartbroken in the end. Years later, a return to his hometown forces Harry to confront his past and the one person he was running from.

A devastating event sends shockwaves through Louis' life and he finds himself seeking comfort elsewhere. Will his mental health push him away from everyone he loves, or can he be saved in time?

Harry's struggling with anxiety and depression, and Louis' trying his best to help the love of his life. Their relationship is tested when Harry's mental illnesses get the best of him. (tw// self harm, alcohol, talk of suicide)

"Maybe we'll meet again, when we are slightly older and our minds less hectic, and I'll be right for you and you'll be right for me. But right now, I am chaos to your thoughts and you are poison to my heart." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ This book contains sensitive material such as strong language, abuse, sexual content, death and depression. If you are not comfortable with such topics, please do not continue. All of this is, indeed, a matter of fiction. I understand that some of the events that will take place are real to you. If you believe this will trigger something, please do not continue reading. Read at your own risk from here on out. Alex xx

Simon is sick and tired of Louis writing loud songs and he decides to make it stop. Simon sends Louis to conversion therapy and Louis writes to Harry everyday. As Harry reads his letters he realizes that Louis is becoming more and more miserable. ⚠️TW⚠️ This story contains self-harm, suicidal thoughts, depression, anorexia, and anxiety. Warnings: smut, language, potential triggers (see list above)