​ I will write my future story in bilingual. I want to force myself to be the person I like. I don't care if other people like me, I just care if they like me. After days of hesitation, I finally settled on the name, and I sat on the toilet thinking about the script God had sent me... ​I can't wait to read the script God sends me and I can't wait to finish it. After writing it, the English audio reading was wonderful. I burst into tears as I listened, and burst into tears as I finished writing. This is very interesting. I always touch myself again and again, always write dreams in my dreams. Whose life is not a dream? ​I am an affectionate and tragic person, and I love this world deeply. Love so deeply, so seriously. God often gives me so much information that my brain feels like it's going to explode and I'm going crazy. I can understand what Vincent van Gogh was doing in the wheat field. When you see everything in the world, dear, you don't care about anything anymore. You only live for your own happiness. People start to distance themselves from you and you become more and more lonely. God, I ask you again and again, why am I stuck in the desert? I want you to answer me, once is not enough, ten times is not enough, a hundred times is not enough, a thousand times is not enough, ten thousand times is not enough! 2025/1/5

原创 作者默 每天早上跑步，都会遇到一对狗狗，一个灰色，一个黑色，不知道它们是不是夫妻，它们一块儿奔跑在草丛中，一块消失在草丛中，它们没有人类的思想，也没有人类的焦虑，它们不会对年华老去而烦恼，也不会为取悦同胞和算计同胞而费心，它们饿了就吃，想做爱就做爱，它们简单又纯粹，它们比人类可爱多了...... 本篇是在讲性，不是描写性，一本查泰莱夫人的情人，已经足够，我佩服劳伦斯的勇气，我是没有的，所以我只能遐想了。 从亚当和夏娃偷吃了禁果开始，上帝发怒，性就有了原罪，人类从知道羞耻穿上了衣服，但人类却更乐意脱下衣服，彼此欣赏窥探上帝造人的杰作，性就是结果，性就是欲望，性就是潘多拉的魔盒，性让人回到本能，回归人性，人性都是半人半魔，经不起诱惑经不起细看，读懂人性就是读懂世界，而人最看不懂的，就是人性，人类像羔羊一样迷茫又彷徨，听不见也听不懂，上帝急切的召唤。 性是一个纽带，一点点的连成参天大树，性从哲学上回答，我们是谁？我们从哪里来？我们又将到哪里去？性从生命科学上，解释了生命怎样的合成，性组成了小家大家，到种族到国家，性有一种神秘的力量，它像量子纠缠，可以让语言不通，不同种族的人结合在一起。 所有动物植物，都依靠性生生不息，没有性，世界将是一片废墟。 当然，也有单细胞，或许还会有人工智能，那只是个例和狠活，如同沙漠里发现一株小草，沙漠依旧变不成绿洲，狠活又是另一种幻想，如贺旭黎的美丽新世界，科幻另一个时代的开启。 想扯个闲篇，说一下智商与种族，但有点长，虽然我贼能聊，但绝对惜墨如金，废话不聊半字，下篇见，智商