Chuuya knew Dazai. He knew him more than anyone ever did or could. That's why he knew when that dumbass texted him, it wasn't a joke. ___ Basically an alternative ending to my other fic named 'some kill, some steal (some break your heart) ... (bro help me idk how to tag here like frfr 😭😭, also art is not mine ofc i found it on pinterest)

This Fan fiction contains child abused. In the beginning it's Not very intresting But IT gets better Trust me (rampo wont be in this Fan fiction bc i dont know how to Write him) Kunikida, Atsushi, and Yosano discovered through their research a young boy who had been under Mori's care for a long time. They found out that his name was Shuuji Tsushima. President Fukuzawa allowed his members to secretly search for the boy within the Mafia. However, instead of finding the boy, they found a red book labeled "Tests and Test Results." They took this book with them and are now determined to uncover the truth.

It's a completely normal day at the agency or so it seems, until a young woman comes in hoping to get help in finding her lost brother. Who is this woman? And what does she has to do with Dazais past? ⚠️⚠️This entry contains trauma⚠️⚠️ This is my very first entry please consider it. Also, English is not my nativ language, so forgive me for my spelling mistakes The picture is not mine, I simply got it from Pinterest, credits to the artist BSD was written by Kafka Asagiri

//crossposted on AO3// Pretty much just the name of the fanfic, the detectives make discovery's about dazais past profession(or so they think) then he finally reveals it.

" pity yourself and life will become an endless nightmare " yet, what if that nightmare decided to appear again? Is it ok to pity yourself then?

𝐖𝐡𝐚𝐭'𝐬 𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮'𝐫𝐞 𝐦𝐞𝐞𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐡𝐨𝐭 𝐠𝐮𝐲, 𝐟𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐡𝐢𝐦... 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐧 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐡𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐮𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐚 𝐯𝐚𝐦𝐩𝐢𝐫𝐞? 𝙒𝘼𝙍𝙉𝙄𝙉𝙂! 𝘾𝙪𝙨𝙨𝙞𝙣𝙜, 𝙨𝙚𝙭𝙪𝙖𝙡 𝙘𝙤𝙣𝙩𝙚𝙣𝙩 (𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙣𝙤 𝙖𝙘𝙩𝙪𝙖𝙡 𝙨𝙚𝙭), 𝙫𝙞𝙤𝙡𝙚𝙣𝙘𝙚, 𝙖 𝙡𝙞𝙩𝙩𝙡𝙚 𝙜𝙤𝙧𝙚. ℕ𝕠𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕙𝕒𝕡𝕡𝕖𝕟𝕤 𝕚𝕟 𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕤𝕥𝕠𝕣𝕪 𝕙𝕒𝕡𝕡𝕖𝕟𝕖𝕕 𝕚𝕟 𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕝 𝕝𝕚𝕗𝕖, 𝕚𝕥'𝕤 𝕒𝕝𝕝 𝕗𝕚𝕔𝕥𝕚𝕠𝕟. 𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚛𝚊𝚌𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚜 𝚍𝚘𝚎𝚜 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚋𝚎𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚐𝚜 𝚝𝚘 𝚖𝚎, 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚢'𝚛𝚎 𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚊𝚗 𝚊𝚗𝚒𝚖𝚎 𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚛𝚊𝚌𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚜 𝚋𝚎𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚘 𝙱𝚞𝚗𝚐𝚘𝚞 𝚂𝚝𝚛𝚊𝚢 𝙳𝚘𝚐𝚜! (12,778 words!)

赤 - Red. "Does it hurt?" Dazai laughed, "not anymore". Trigger warnings on the first page ！！

''It... it wasn't you...'' That was the worst way possible to break the truth to him. On a job in Hiroshima, Chuuya was drunk. He had a one-night-stand with a guy at the hotel, whom he didn't know. He wanted to confess and apologize to Dazai, but he didn't have the courage to do that because he didn't want to lose everything that they had. But at the end, he failed to cover it up. And right when he thought things couldn't get any worse, they just kept worsening. ✨ 18 year-old Soukoku ✨ Romance ⚠️ Sex ⚠️ Blood ⚠️ Self harm ⚠️ Character death 🗞️ No. 1 in #dachuu 🗞️ No. 5 in #doubleblack 🗞️ No. 8 in #dazaixchuuya 🗞️ No. 12 in #soukoku 🗞️ No. 72 in #nakaharachuuya 🎨 Cover Art Credit : rokkyun1 (Twitter) 🎨 Content Art Credit : *unknown*

!REALLY slow updates! I PROMISE THE FICS GET BETTER WITH TIME I SWEAR(I like to think they do🙏) Yeah the title basically says it all some dazai angst because I like to write those Eng isnt my first language pls have mercy