Xue Yang never wanted Xiao XingChen to die! Yes, he hated him. Yes, he resented him, but he didn't want Xiao XingChen to die! So when Xue Yang wakes up back before he met Xiao XingChen, he's determined to fix his mistakes and not get himself killed. ------------------------------- "Daozhang. I hate you, I really do, but you're all I have left."

This is the nature of innocence- only when we lose it do we feel it's absence. Like the moment one licks their own blood, only to be startled by it's sweetness. 18+ Graphic descriptions of violence Major character death