This is my first book. (Not the best, my other stories are better) It takes place before the time jump and after. It is mostly about jj and kie. Kie has a fairly difficult time during this book because I think kie's trauma is overlooked. so enjoy it Also i don't know much about blackbeard so don't kill me if something is wrong. I also don't speak english so sorry for mistakes. ⚠there are also some violent topics like eating disorder, assault, suicide attempts, selfharm and rape. i will always say if it is a violent topic It gets better I promise.

So this is a jiara story. It's about the pogues but the plot is not the same. There is no treasure hunt. It's mostly about Jj and Kie and their problems. All the characters are from the show outer banks. Except the ones I made myself. There will be a few trigger warnings. The title is inspired by a song from cigarettes after sex. <33

John bs twin sister decides to move in with him. She meets an old friend she hadn't seen in a while who was struggling and had caught her eye because of her beauty read to see their story

"ɪ'ʟʟ ǫᴜɪᴇᴛ ᴅᴏᴡɴ ɪꜰ ɪᴛ's ᴡʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡᴀɴᴛ. ɪ ᴜɴᴅᴇʀsᴛᴀɴᴅ ɪ'ᴍ ɴᴏᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴏɴʟʏ ᴏɴᴇ ꜰᴏʀ ʏᴏᴜ." [sᴇᴀsᴏɴ 1 - sᴇᴀsᴏɴ 6] ꜰᴇᴍ!ᴏᴄ x ᴍɪɢᴜᴇʟ ᴅɪᴀᴢ ꜰᴇᴍ!ᴏᴄ x ᴇʟɪ ᴍᴏsᴋᴏᴡɪᴛᴢ