After Dostoyevesky's death having Dazai nearly witnessing the death of all of his friends, he finally has an actual change in heart. Despite that, he's plagued with horrid nightmares of everyone dying and all because of him. As always he can't seem to get away from Chuuya either with him being the focal point of every nightmare and it did have an impact on him. Dazai realises he in fact holds strong feelings for the short ginger man. Naturally, of course when one side of double black changes so does the other. All this while trying to deal with 7 missing people and 6 missing families is a lot to juggle. 𝒯𝓇𝒾𝑔𝑔𝑒𝓇 𝓌𝒶𝓇𝓃𝒾𝓃𝑔𝓈 - mentions of suicide - graphic depiction of suicide - mentions of self harm - mentions of death -swearing, mentions of alcoholism - alcohol - smut - graphic imagery

At the age of 9, they made a pact to marry each other before turning 30. However, due to some unforeseen circumstances, they were separated and drifted apart, losing contact. But now, right before his 30th birthday, he receives a wedding invitation, not someone else's but for his wedding. From the other person who is now a Mafia boss and wants to collect their debt~ How is Chuuya going to react? Will he accept the sudden appearance of Dazai amidst some of his life changing decisions? Hi everyone!! This is a story of Dazai and Chuuya, our beloved Soukoku~ But keep the following in mind as you read the story: 1) They do not have any ability and are normal humans. 2) Chuuya is not related to Port Mafia but Dazai is now the boss. 3) Chuuya is still short (because, let's be honest, he ain't growing up in height~). 4) Their personality remains the same. But there will be slight changes. Alright, let's get to it~ Apologies in advance if it is not up to your expectations :'( Disclaimers: 1) I do not own either the characters or the artworks. 2) This story contains descriptions of violence, blood, abuse, suicide, self-harm, and depression. 3) This story will include smut at some point, but I will give a warning before it, and it won't affect the main plot, so if anyone is uncomfortable with smut, they may skip the chapter. 4) It's a slow-paced story, so please be patient. I'd update it twice a week, if not weekly. 5) I will complete this story no matter what because I absolutely despise it when fanfic is dropped in the middle.

Dazai tries to commit suicide by jumping off of the Port Mafia headquarters building... but then a certain redhead from his past saves him. Will the two former partners in crime be able to reconnect, or will one's inability to love others and the others' inability to love himself get in the way? This fic will include some other ships like Shin Soukoku, Ranpoe, and Gin & Higuchi Note: Cover art is not mine, I found it on pinterest. All characters belong to Kafka Asagiri, author of Bungo Stray Dogs (except for any ocs)