Tragedy and Jays guilty heart leads her to Barcelona to start again. Running away from past to start afresh in hope that she can rebuild. But will she let herself love? Will she ever get over the guilt? MDNI!! 18+

Once one of England's most formidable players, Jaycee Jones arrives in Barcelona carrying a reputation she no longer recognises. On the pitch, she is rebuilding. Off it, she is still learning how to exist inside a life reshaped by loss. Barcelona is meant to be a reset. A new club, a new city, a different language for both football and living. But grief is not so easily left behind. It lingers in her pauses, in the way she holds herself slightly apart, in the silence she carries from room to room. The team welcomes her in their own loud, familiar way. It is Alexia Putellas, the captain who watches more than she speaks, who truly notices her. Alexia recognises the signs. Not weakness, but endurance. Not distance, but survival. As Jay begins to find her rhythm again, the club becomes something steady. A routine. A pulse she can move with. Healing, though, is not linear. Grief does not fade on command. And the possibility of love, even a gentle one, asks questions Jay is not sure she is ready to answer. 18+ MDNI

In the vibrant world of European women's football, global icon Alexia Putellas and rising referee Clara Martínez find themselves drawn into a forbidden love. Caught between codes of ethics, the weight of media scrutiny, and the looming threat of sanctions, they weave a fragile yet radiant bond-until the moment their secret threatens to upend everything.

ALEXIA PUTELLAS ! - Veronica Castellano strived to be the best, but couldn't make that dream possible with Alexia Putellas in the way. She convinced everyone around her that she hated Alexia. How long would it take till she convinces herself?

What happens when a girl who is hard to love joins arsenal? I guess you're about to find out... Ps don't come at me for anything I'm not trying to do anyone dirty this is all just for fun. Also non of the games in the book are according to actual games played. Tell me what you lot like and things I need opinions expressed what ever your feeling with a comment please and enjoy the book!! *this book is for mature audience there are some triggering things so read with caution*

Jaycee Jones is a walking media scandal. Every week she wakes up and sees her name in the press for something that was innocent but never looked it. She's on her last legs with Arsenal and it's only going to end one way. Her girlfriend Isabel keeps her from spiralling. Her friends want her to come to Barcelona. But will she have a choice in the end, when he career is hanging on a by a thread? MDNI 18+

Eden Astor has always been impossible to ignore: prodigy on screen, disaster off it, her name a fixture in headlines as much as in film credits. What she doesn't expect is meeting someone who might see past all of it, and force her to decide who she really wants to be when the cameras stop. Alexia Putellas x Original Chatacter

At twenty-six, Isradora finally has the world at her feet - and yet, she can't shake the feeling that something's missing. Selected for the 2023 World Cup, Isradora returns to the world stage stronger, older, and more determined than ever. But standing across the pitch is the woman she hasn't seen in years - Alexia Putellas. Cold. Distant. Familiar in a way that makes her chest ache. The only thing Isradora remembers from their tangled teenage past is a pair of hazel eyes, a soft accent, and the feeling of being wanted. Now, with the pressure of football, the weight of her past, and her madre back in her life after years apart, Isradora must face the truth she's buried for too long - about the father she lost, the memories she locked away, and the girl who might've never stopped loving her. Because the past always finds a way to return. Especially when it never really left. 25.09.96

Vier Jahre lang hat Allie Madalena Tough Bronze gelernt, im Schatten zu leben. Unter einem neuen Namen, mit einer neuen Familie und einer Vergangenheit, die sie niemandem zeigen darf. Mit sechzehn stand sie im Champions-League-Finale in Budapest. Einen Abend lang war sie das Mädchen mit den strahlend blauen Augen, bis ihr Leben noch in derselben Nacht in Blut und Stille versank. Jetzt, vier Jahre später, wechselt sie nach Barcelona. Niemand weiß, wer sie einmal war. Niemand, außer Lucy Bronze, die Schwester, die ihr ein neues Zuhause gab. Doch als Allie auf Alexia Putellas trifft, kehrt etwas zurück, das sie längst begraben glaubte. Alexia erkennt sie nicht, aber irgendetwas an ihr, an diesem Blick, an der Art, wie sie spielt, lässt sie nicht los. Zwischen Schweigen und Wahrheit, Angst und Vertrauen, steht Allie vor der Frage, ob man jemals ganz jemand anderes werden kann. Und ob Liebe stark genug ist, eine Vergangenheit zu überleben.

Ana. Spanierin, schüchtern und vergeben. All das was Harper mag. Ana die aber in den Ferien jemand neuen kennengelernt hat während sie in ihrem Heimatland Spanien war hat kein Interesse. Nein viel mehr geht sie ihr aus dem Weg. Denn bevor sie ihre Freundin überhaupt kennengelernt hat waren die beiden zusammen. Ganze drei Jahre bis es zum Bruch kam. Was Ana aber noch nicht weiß ist das Harper sie immernoch liebt und alles dafür tun will um sie wieder zu bekommen.