As the face of the band Tokio Hotel, Bill Kaulitz was loved, smiled at, admired and hated like no other for his eccentric appearance. Fans adored his androgynous style, the press reacted with perplexity and speculation about his sexual identity. When the hype about himself took on dangerous proportions, Bill fled with his twin brother Tom to Los Angeles, from where he looks back on the first thirty years of his life. Growing up near Magdeburg, Bill was used to hostility and incomprehension, but never let himself be deterred and consistently pursued his artistic visions and his dream of a life away from provincial confinement. For the first time, he talks openly about his childhood in the middle of nowhere, Tokio Hotel's overwhelming success, but also about escapades, loneliness and the special relationship with his brother Tom.

"𝑪𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒎𝒚 𝒏𝒂𝒎𝒆, 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝑰'𝒍𝒍 𝒃𝒆 𝒐𝒏 𝒎𝒚 𝒘𝒂𝒚" Pearl Bellini, 20 years old. Her life has never been easy, she suffered from a very young age, in which she lived with her parents from whom she felt like she couldn't escape. She felt lost, hopeless, as she finds herself kicked out from her parents' house, after going through terrible months and a survived suicide attempt. Luckily, she finds help within her best friend, Bill Kaulitz, who lets her stay at his and his brother's house, a giant villa near the breath-taking Hollywood. However, what she shared with Bill's brother, Tom Kaulitz, is much more than just a house. Drugs, alcohol, fame, is what surrounded the law-student Pearl, a girl who never thought she belonged to the world, who thought she was a mistake. Will Tom be her peace, will she find her love in the big city of Los Angeles, or will she lose herself once again? ⚠️this story is for the most part just fictional, but some of the main events were based on things that actually happened to me during my 21 years. This story talks about love, hope, friendship, forgiveness, but also suicide, SA, drugs, addiction. I initially wrote just as some sort of relief for myself, but I really wanted to share with the world my thoughts and my brain, hope you enjoy About Pearl: she's American-Italian, she has blond hair and straight for the most part, with bangs, hazel eyes, about 167 cm tall. Nose piercing, belly piercing, vertical labret hoop piercing. About 11 tattoos (you'll see?). Also, English is not my first language, so sorry for any grammatical mistake.

𝗔𝗡𝗔𝗦𝗧𝗔𝗦𝗜𝗔 𝗩𝗜𝗟𝗟𝗜𝗡, had always ran with the wrong crowd. You make some friendships, you lose some, at the end of the day, she didn't care too much about being a people pleaser. She loved partying, going out, and she wasn't about to change that for anyone. Well, that's if you're excluding, 𝗧𝗢𝗠 𝗞𝗔𝗨𝗟𝗜𝗧𝗭. Tom wasn't like any other guys she's been with. He was her light to guide her out of the darkness. But... what happens when light meets dark? Could dark 𝘤𝘰𝘳𝘳𝘶𝘱𝘵 the light? ☆ "What I must think of you?" I said my thoughts out loud, Anastasia tucks a piece of fallen hair behind her ears, walking alongside me. We left the classroom, her feet shuffling against the ground. "I know what everyone thinks about me, so i'm sure you're not any different." "That you're pretty? I'm aware." 𝘖𝘩, 𝘐 𝘧𝘶𝘤𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘩𝘢𝘵𝘦 𝘮𝘺𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧. "You think i'm pretty?"

In the heart of Tokyo's underworld, Veronica found herself at a crossroads, faced with a choice that could either lead her to the most dangerous love affair of her life or plunge her into a world of chaos and darkness. Tom Kaulitz was a man with a soft spot, but that didn't make him any less formidable in a city where power and danger lurked around every corner. This is a slightly different version of My Living Nightmare, same characters just different names for Georg and Gustav. Justin-Georg George- Gustav Warning: explicit and violence Trigger warning: sexual content, sensitive topics, murder, cutting, assault, gun violence,abuse,sh,substance abuse. Credit to original writer: winternitz, My Living Nightmare

He was good looking, drove a sexy car and always had a girl on his arm, he seemed to be the ideal man to every girl's eye, but he was the complete opposite. My name is Taylor, and I am one of those girls he has on his arm. I wasn't put there willingly, no not at all, I was forced to be his pet, thats what he called me, what they all called us, pets "your a fucking pet!" he would scream at me "you don't talk back to me" then he would hit me across the face or shove me to the ground. Thats how he liked it, rough. The man who made me sick at his touch, tremble when I felt his prescene, when i felt his breath is Tom Kaulitz, Tom fucking Kaulitz. "No one stands up to me, I'm Tom Kaulitz" Why he's keeping me around, I have no idea, why he's put up with me for so long, I wouldn't have a clue, I thought he would of put a bullet in my head ages ago, just like the others. He was an invincible killer, an evil man that got away with anything, murder, rape, stealing, just because he could drive. Trigger warning: Some scenes may include rape and cutting/suicide attempts. (It contains mature subject and dark themes such as explicit kidnapping, murder and rape. There's also explicit sex scenes. Read at your own risk. This book is unedited so you'll find some grammatical errors) I do not own Tokio Hotel but I do own everything else, original characters, story line etc. © winternightz I am winternightz! I wrote this story 6 years ago on Mibba and it was a real hit, I am re-posting it due to writing a sequel and I felt I should share it with you guys, will be up soon! :) The sequel A Beautiful Lie is up now.

i can't write a description because i don't want to spoil ~ Love Series ~ First Book ~ Forbidden Love - on my profile Second book ~ Forgotten Love - on my profile Final Book ~ Love - your currently reading the description for it posting new parts everyday. written by a mentally insane girl🧟‍♀️ finished 11 July 2024

This is a continuation of 'Forbidden Love' !! Please go read the first book so everything makes sense. it's on my profile. After having her heart broken and leaving Tom Kaulitz, Ashley made herself a new life. A year has passed and she is now 21 running her own empire in Italy. She is finally living the life she dreamt of. She's wealthy, feared and always calling the shots, but something is missing. Still living in heartache she vows she will never return to Tokyo, but someone very close to her might just be the reason she does. posting new parts everyday. written by a mentally insane girl🧟‍♀️

Ashley is a 19-year-old girl who moved to Tokyo with her best friend Melissa. Ashley finds herself a boyfriend who happens to be a gang leader. Ashley and Melissa are soon members of Chases gang, Ashley making her way to the top. She quickly becomes one of the most feared women in Tokyo until meeting her match, Tom Kaulitz. After beating Tom at what he does best and losing Chase, Ashley finds herself in Tom's captivity, but she won't go down without a fight. first few chapters are kinda of .. ehhh .. shit but i promise it gets muchh better. ~ Love Series ~ First Book ~ Forbidden Love - on my profile Second book ~ Forgotten Love - on my profile Final Book ~ Love - your currently reading the description for it started July 15th 2023