Every single breath he takes around Zayn is a lie. Harry's entire being when he's near Zayn is a fucking lie because Harry never wanted this to turn out like that. Harry never wanted to act like his heart wasn't aching for the love that was taken away from him, for the person that he could share anything and everything with. His other half that had been with him for years and suddenly, there was just void instead. OR: It's been three years since Harry saw Zayn. A chance encounter forces them to bring back memories they were trying so hard to forget. Will they fall down or manage to hold on this time? ORIGINALLY POSTED ON AO3

"I don't need you to want me but I want you to need me." Then green met gold, in a gaze so bold.

Zayn Malik and Harry Styles, both members of the popular boyband One Direction, suffer from their own personal problems and are running from their past. Will they learn to help each other in the process, and overcome all of their troubles? Or will things just continue to get worse? Will the two boys find out about each other's problems? Will they tell the other adored members of One Direction? Follow the journey of Zayn and Harry as they outrun their past, with many tears, many smiles, and many hugs. Louis, Niall and Liam by their sides the whole time, being the supportive Best Mates that they are. This Story will obviously include Zarry, as well as some Niam, because who doesn't love a little cuteness from Daddy Direction and Niall the Church Boy 😌 Will Louis find a girlfriend who he shall love for eternity? I don't know you'll have to read to find out. This book will contain mentions and actions of Abuse, Self Harm, Self Hate, Swearing, Drinking, and Hateful Words!! There will be Warnings for you in case you do not wish to read those parts!!!! This story may also include Smut so stay tuned for that. Anyways this story is by Myself and the amazing @hazzaxmedicine ! Please enjoy our story!!!

Harry Styles is faced with an emotional mess. Zayn has left the band and Harry's literally dying of longing for him. You can expect: melancholy, euphoria, romance, sex, pain, misunderstandings, affairs, love triangle. In this story there are actually things that happened mixed with fiction.