Juliana Cruz is 5 feet of glitter, guts, and quiet genius. Singer. Songwriter. Lesbian. Chronic overthinker. Fiercely loved only child. And very, very down bad for Billie Eilish. At 21, Jules has spent most of her life writing songs for other people's love stories-until a viral karaoke cover of Till Forever Falls Apart accidentally flips the spotlight onto her. Practically overnight, she's offered a record deal, shoved into the public eye, and faced with the one thing she's never had to do before: believe in herself. She's never hidden who she is. If you know Jules, you know she likes women. You know she loves loud, feels deeply, and flirts like it's an art form. With her two best friends-YouTube icons Larray and Tara Yummy-riding shotgun, and her cousin Mitch producing her debut album Think Later, Jules dives headfirst into the chaos of fame, queer identity, and what it means to finally stop playing it safe. She's funny like Sabrina Carpenter, soft like Gracie Abrams, chaotic like Tate McRae in 4-inch platforms-and the crush she's nursed on Billie Eilish for years? It's no joke. It's the kind of crush that could wreck her. The kind that makes her feel too much. But Billie doesn't even know she exists. Not yet. Because Jules has rules: 1. Think later. 2. Love louder. 3. And if Billie Eilish ever touched her? Kissed her? Wanted her? She wouldn't just fall. She'd let her.

I've lived in LA my entire life - the noise, the chaos, the people, all blending into something familiar yet never quite right. I never expected to find someone who could change that. Then came Billie. At a time when everything around me felt like it was falling apart, she appeared like a light I didn't know I needed. From the start, it wasn't just friendship - we clicked in a way I didn't know was possible. Our relationship was fast, intense, beautiful, and messy all at once. But it wasn't all easy. There were moments of doubt, of things left unsaid, and times when I didn't know if we could make it. But what happens when two people fall so hard for each other, yet the world around them feels so uncertain? Will love be enough to hold us together? Or will the chaos of life tear us apart?

the relationship is toxic but we can't seem to leave each other alone.